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Anonymousdreamer



Booksie Address: http://www.booksie.com/Anonymousdreamer
Country: United States
Favorite book: When Dreams Come True: Eric and Leslie Ludy
Member Since: Dec 25, 2011

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Anonymousdreamer

I See Pain

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Apr 4, 2014
After hugging one of my best friends tonight, i wanted to...

Anonymousdreamer

You Are Not A Prophet

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Apr 2, 2014
YOU'RE NO GOD! YOU ARE NOT A PROPHET!

Anonymousdreamer

Shallow Bodies

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Feb 4, 2014
This is to CERTAIN people, so dont whine about it.

Anonymousdreamer

And I Feel

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jul 11, 2013
This is it, One more Plea for help that will NEVER be heard.
Tags:death, anger, fear, suicide, hate, sadness, kill

Writing Portfolio

I See Pain

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Apr 4, 2014
After hugging one of my best friends tonight, i wanted to...

You Are Not A Prophet

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Apr 2, 2014
YOU'RE NO GOD! YOU ARE NOT A PROPHET!

Shallow Bodies

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Feb 4, 2014
This is to CERTAIN people, so dont whine about it.

And You Call It Happiness?

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 1, 2013
What do you really want?

And I Feel

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jul 11, 2013
This is it, One more Plea for help that will NEVER be heard.

A Mind Gone Rampant

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jul 7, 2013
more of my messed up thoughts on paper

Superhero

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jun 14, 2013
I wish i could be someones Hero, maybe i will someday.

Eternal Misconception

by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: May 25, 2013
I AM WHO I AM, THIS IS WHO WE ARE!

Miss Moni May

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Apr 11, 2013
Knowing that we were so close to dating! ITS APRIL.....

The Reasons

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 29, 2013
..... there is nothing to be said

Recovery One

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 25, 2013
I'm on my way to recovering...Because of her..

Waking Up Screaming

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Sep 25, 2012
......i hope you wake up a lot

The Hurricane's Daughter

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Sep 20, 2012
I miss her, i loved her, and she never even knew! I've...

Clashing Metal

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Aug 28, 2012
I feel that ive lost... but im going to win... i will not...

Unshielded

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Aug 27, 2012
You know who are you... But do you know that i Love you.

The Dark...

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Aug 26, 2012
Something Happened to me today.... and it really hurt.

Not The Reflection

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Aug 24, 2012
If you knew me, you'd know who the boy is. Either way,...

Losing Lucy

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jul 3, 2012
This Girl's name isn't really lucy, her name is Ally, one...

Something Meaningful

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jun 25, 2012
I have no life at all.... Its meaningless.. and i want to...

Streetlights And Jazz Bands

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: May 13, 2012
This is on my mind 24/7...I love her.

Nebula

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: May 7, 2012
It's really what i've been thinking about. Who am i? What...

Dreams That Fall

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: May 3, 2012
I wish i was in a dream, where everything was right...

You Always Have A Smile

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Apr 2, 2012
Yes this is about another person who means so much to me....

Castles And Princesses

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Mar 19, 2012
Ahh Princess, sorry for the wait.

Our Conscience

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Mar 16, 2012
This a true story, but made it into a question type of...

I'm Not That Strong

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Mar 11, 2012
I feel this way all the time.... i'm so sorry

Walking With Giants

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Mar 8, 2012
God made everything! Why do we even ask who created...

Cancer Love

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Mar 8, 2012
This is kinda sad, but i think it's something we all need...

I Will Wait For Her

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Mar 3, 2012
I love her, and i want to meet her sooo badly, i want to...

To Jordyn

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Feb 20, 2012
This isn't a goodbye note Jordyn. well kinda, so dont...

Dear Carolyne

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 25, 2012
Can't wait to meet her. Maybe i have? anyway this is for...

My Core

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 24, 2012
I'm so sorry if i worry you. but i'm not lying in what im...

The Wheat Field

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 23, 2012
Love, wait for it. it will find you.

Angels All Around Us

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 23, 2012
Angels, thats all you need to know

The Tears We Cry

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 23, 2012
This really about how i feel a lot of the time. dont...

What It Means To Fight

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 18, 2012
This really tells more about what i believe for then...

Icicles In August

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 17, 2012
Never stay cold towards anyone. Let August warm your heart.

Summer Reality

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 16, 2012
Honestly. I wrote this at 3:23 AM. i can never sleep and...

I'm Not Alright

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 15, 2012
This is more of my retarded feelings. nothing special

Dare To Dream On

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 15, 2012
This short story is more about how i feel then anything....

May 11, 2011

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 13, 2012
If she reads this she will know who i'm talking about,...

Parks Of Autumn

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Jan 12, 2012
This describes my love for a girl i don't even know. Or...

Looking Into The Pool

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 28, 2011
This is about dreams. Just read it to find out more.

What Does It Bring?

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 28, 2011
A short Poem about some stuff i've done in my life. I...

Bright Red Love

Poem by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 27, 2011
Love

Green And Pink Lights

by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 27, 2011
You may think that non of this makes any sense,well it...

You're Not Alone

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 26, 2011
Its the sequel to "Amanda And The Hope". and this time i...

Amanda And The Hope

Short Story by Anonymousdreamer
Posted: Dec 25, 2011
This is about a girl who tries to kill herself. i wont...



Hello there! I guess i'll start off by saying that i'm a 16 year old boy! Yes BOY NOT GIRL! I love to write stories, poems, songs you name it!  I like to right romance poems and stories the most, yeah maybe you're still thinking im a girl, I'M STILL A BOY. I'm a romantic person, and thats that! There is nothing wrong with it, but a lot people pick on me for liking to write, but once they read what i write i feel like killing myself. 100% of my work comes from my heart, like "Parks Of Autumn" and "I Will Wait". Those are poems/Stories that come from my own thoughts and beliefs. Why am i called Anonymousdreamer? well it's a pretty simple. I love to dream and wonder, far far away to a safer place.  I struggle with a great deal of depression, i can't stand it anymore. I've attempted suicide more then once, and each time i was close to dying, but it ever worked. So i guess thats a good thing. It's funny how nobody cares about you or even likes you until you're dead, or cutting. Either way getting off track here.

  I must first say that i'm Christain! :) I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and saved me, it was a choice i made on my own, my parents didn't make me. I try my best to serve God and put others ahead of myself, nobody is perfect but we can try to please God in everything we say and do. My relationship with God is growing little by little, and i'm so thankful that i chose his way and not my own. God is my AutoPilot, he knows already where i'm going and he'll take me there in his time. So you can bug me all you want for my faith, it won't do you any good. I'm an FBI agent (Firm Believer In Jesus).  

I will not lie, my faith in God has been very little. I'm trying so hard to stay on track with him but i keep falling off and losing. I don't want to go Hell, i want to serve him. It's just so hard to serve him in all of this. This self hate, this fear and anger. Its so hard to let go of. I pray that when i die i'll go to heaven, but im not sure anywhere if he will take me. I'm scared, and i feel alone. Screams make me feel safe, because then i don't have to scream at everyone. I just want to get out and be a free kid... 

I'm a HUGE Owl City fan! His music is so relaxing and dreamy that once my headphones are in my head you'll never find me, i'm lost in a silent dance, my darling we're both on the wing look down and keep on singing, cause we can go anywhere. Are you there? :) You might find some of my titles a bit strange, but after you read them, you'll understand why i have those titles. That's what i love about Owl City, sometimes you don't get the names of the songs, but afterwards you'll know. 

 

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