| Booksie Address: | http://www.booksie.com/BeautyInNegative |
| Country: | United States |
| Favorite book: | Too many to list... |
| Member Since: | Oct 12, 2008 |
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 12, 2009
...musings of a madwoman
Tags:pain, rage, lost, hatred
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 7, 2009
"The prey of the beast screams bloody murder, the line is...
Tags:love, loss, pain, grief, hatred, rejection
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 7, 2009
Content contains reference to illegal activities. Readers...
Tags:pain, fear, shame, addiction, guilt, mistakes
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 2, 2009
Working out some sh*t in the only way I know how. Yes,...
Tags:drugs, pain, journey, psychosis, self destructing
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 12, 2009
...musings of a madwoman
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 9, 2009
Journal entry.
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 8, 2009
Nothing much here, just journaling thoughts, impressions,...
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 7, 2009
"The prey of the beast screams bloody murder, the line is...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 7, 2009
Content contains reference to illegal activities. Readers...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Feb 2, 2009
Working out some sh*t in the only way I know how. Yes,...
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Jan 22, 2009
Suffering from something I cannot explain, nor do I wish to.
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Jan 22, 2009
Losing my mind, need to get some sh*t out.
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Dec 15, 2008
Missing my husband and sharing the first snowball fight...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Dec 8, 2008
Mindless drivel to purge the madness of late. It sucks,...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Dec 5, 2008
Okay, no promises on this one. I am just purging the...
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Dec 4, 2008
I was foolish to think I could find it again...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Nov 24, 2008
Oh, who the hell knows WHAT this is. Had to exorcise...
Novel by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Nov 15, 2008
Okay, folks...another try at this. Hoping both chapters...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 28, 2008
Just a little something I scribbled on a napkin at the...
Short Story by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 27, 2008
This is a short story written in response to my Halloween...
Short Story by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 27, 2008
This is another submission for my Pack Challenge...a...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 24, 2008
Done with trying to be what I obviously suck ass at.
Essay by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 24, 2008
Well, I had published this once, but I have been...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 20, 2008
Another previous work from my Mara_Payne account. This...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 20, 2008
This is posted on my old Booksie site, Mara_Payne, but I...
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 20, 2008
Please excuse the craziness, I know how disturbed this...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 19, 2008
Another Samhain without my husband, and another new year...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 18, 2008
Another attempt at purging and healing.
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 16, 2008
Does our path end with Death?
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 16, 2008
Another rant written awhile ago...I just found it, still...
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 15, 2008
A rant about the stuck up snobs that run and participate...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 13, 2008
Saying goodbye and letting go of a relationship that can...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 12, 2008
Rant about those who pity you, who patronize and belittle...
Poem by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 12, 2008
Sorrow fills me now.
by BeautyInNegative
Posted: Oct 12, 2008
An introduction, of sorts, to those of us still alive...
Hello, Misery here, but I am not alone. Abby is here, and Michelle, too...although she doesn't know it yet. Michelle's work is still available at WWW.Booksie.com/Mara_Payne.
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We are a mother of one son, we are a widow, a witch, and a lover of words. We are bisexual, we are sensual, and we are completely crazy. We are dark, we have been called beautiful, but none of us feel that we truly are. Perhaps only in the way that death can be beautiful, or the darkness of ourselves. Death does call to us, for we hope to one day again find that love that was so cruelly stolen from us by murder.
Here I go again, getting all Goth on you. My apologies.
We live in a small town in Northern California, but we hail from Southern California...Huntington Beach, but most of our formative years and those we remember with most the most fondness were spent in Los Angeles.
We are the Fairy Goth Mother, we are Misery, we are Abby Normal, and, even still, we are Michelle. We are your Beautiful Disaster, and always, we are Beauty In Negative.
