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[Imma leap year baby who's 18. Consider me like a black butterfly with enough pessimistic optimism in me randomly thrown out to almost drive you nuts. I'm a glass savior holding fragile remembrance. My name is compassion when being cold and numb fades.] I invented the concept of blood ink bleeding paper, the pen is the blade, words are the cuts. Depression. Fighter. Scars. Survivor. A charismatic enigma, a star in the darkness with a paper heart. In my life there’s ice twisters, sleepy hauntings, an angry past, and unknown future, love for God, independence with a dependency, mercy in my belief, drama others bring, broken choices, proven facts in what I say, and a fire burning of emotions. [Forgiveness to me is near impossible when the people or person in the wrong won't give me an apology but instead keep being a repeat offender showing no respect to others or themselves then turning around saying to me the entire time, 'No Offense,' when directly attacking me with no reason to be rude, but even so I'm working on forgiving, but one thing that remains is that no matter how I show you kindness, once a hater never a friend, don't insult my intelligence. There's a certain line you just don't cross.] Some info to know about me as you find yourself befriending is how often I have a fiery attitude when pushed too far, and I will eventually say something back to you if you become an annoyance. I'd like to consider me a free spirit with a heart the color of snow white. I'm the girl so silent that it scares you yet I'm the only person really talking. I'm just blood red beautiful, so poetically tragic for my life story, as Black Ink Rain falls down from the sky to cleanse my conscience, [the paper isn't blank anymore.] With every writing post you get to see who I am in the ever changing tides that come in. In a big way, I'm somewhat of a legend on Quizilla.com, but it's another long story for another day to share. I came here on a random moment's decision as an experimental procedure. So enjoy my work, create your own, and let's save some lives together! What's most important is the music we have inside ourselves. We all need to sing. Sometimes all I really feel like doing is going outside and screaming, just to be able to say those words, 'What are you looking at, worst day of my life, man. Stop judging me, sing a song.' Am I alone in these constant never ending thoughts? Find your voice, because as my quote goes and as it stands, you lose yourself to find yourself and you find yourself to create yourself. Prove everyone wrong who ever said you couldn't do something. You shine brighter than anyone. =)
Skillet, Good Charlotte, Eminem, Hollywood Undead, Paramore, Flyleaf, Simple Plan, Papa Roach, Rascal Flatts, Smile Empty Soul, Evanesence, Linkin Park, 3 Days Grace, 30 Seconds To Mars, Ryan Cabrera, Ashlee Simpson, Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavigne, Daughtry, AFI, Michelle Branch, Vanessa Carlton, Crossfade, The Used, some Taylor Swift & Carrie Underwood, etc.]
"Your emotions make you a savior or a monster."
[I'm that girl off sitting by herself always with a notebook with a pen, you never know quite what my reaction to something will be, but yet mostly what you see is what you get with me. I'm sometimes dripping with sarcasm, I don't do anything to be cruel really, but I am pretty honest with the truth, and I guess we'll be fine if you can handle my tough love.]