May 9, 2012
[THIS IS JUST A RANT] Why do people never think of anyone but themselves? Dating the first gay girl who comes along is one thing, but lying to them and pretending to love them while crushing on someone else and not actually feeling anything for said person is just heartless. You dragged a fragile and vulnerable person through shit. Yes, I trusted you, more than anyone else. And I can't even say "I hope you're happy" at the end of that sentence, because that's true too, only I know you aren't. I just wish you hadn't given me fake happiness and torn my heart into a million pieces. I was better after I told you I wanted a truce and you were pleasant in return, but I've realised that didn't mean there were no hard feelings. It just meant you really don't care, and were happy to brush me away without guilt for hurting me. Well thank you for that. I just don't understand why you lied to me about there not being someone else. It sounds petty to say I'm leaving because of you, but after slowly starting to move on, so many accidental encounters with your profile made me uneasy. And yeah, your newest poem made me want to kill myself. So I left.