|Member Since:||Oct 28, 2012|
My name is Trish on the outside people always think I'm happy go lucky and there's nothing more But I don't open my other side too easily I've been through alot of tough times that I wish never happened Ive loved and lost . But I still believe in true love Some people might tell me no one will love me for me Or thinks I'm crazy and foolish They say I'm childlike and havnt grown up But that's just me. I love love and the idea of it Someone once said to me " true love doesn't have a happy ending because it never dies" But it does end happy or not. I find it hard at times to express my inner thoughts and feelings so I tend to write them down I feel safer that way knowing they won't be judged or belittled Sometimes ink is safer than words spoken And to me thats my safest outlet Maybe that's why i feel alone at times Atleast I can feel how I feel and feel free to Like many young people out there who are trying to find themselves in this world By making mistakes after another but that's the only way to know what u want to be or where u want to go I havnt had that chances to figure out that yet I havnt got the chance to give childish dreams a shot Therefore I'm still stuck here waiting for my dreams to end My dreams feels so out of reach now that the thought of it breaks me down I realize now that dreams will always be dreams.