Dec 6, 2012 I'm glad I've written out these vague news over the past year--I can remember some very vividly
Dec 6, 2012 and man you're fetching makes a man wanna be boned hip slip bone up shirt toned
Dec 4, 2012 'I'll bear him, cheat him, fucking cleat him with the best heel, kill him with the tense reel of head' - such a badass on paper
Dec 2, 2012 Very little hurts and I will inflict the lack of pain on mediums more worth it.
Nov 29, 2012 Inspired as fuck
Nov 25, 2012 "State of emergency is where I want to be"
Nov 21, 2012 It's all blood
Nov 18, 2012 I concede, I'm cunt, I'm cock, I'm Electra, Oedipal, badfuck.
Nov 17, 2012 DOWNER: "LOVE," TENSION, COMMUNICATION, HATRED, CONFUSION: WORD MASTURBATION
Nov 15, 2012 "But I'm a wife in watercolors, I can wash away what seventeen cold showers couldn't wash away."
Nov 14, 2012 "I'd rather be sleeping; I'd rather fall into tidal waves and go where the deepest currents go"
Nov 8, 2012 I'm leading downy, leading downer, leading higher, feeding fingers, feeding off of smiles and chest hair.
Nov 6, 2012 mop of thin hair; gaunt wrists; tight socks; short jeans; no smile
Nov 2, 2012 Fucking experiment and drop it
Oct 29, 2012 HEY, IT'S YOUR BLOOD THAT MAKES MY VEINS RUN
Oct 28, 2012 water pressure
Oct 23, 2012 hounded
Oct 17, 2012 It's so easy though, holy shit!
Oct 17, 2012 I'm fucking lying!
Oct 11, 2012 Portishead
Oct 8, 2012 At sum of sums still son of none.
Oct 5, 2012 I spray verbal sepsis
Oct 4, 2012 Do you embody hyperbole?
Oct 2, 2012 I need to sit down and tame my lines. I'm hollow rhymes for miles and I'll break your best bet bot shotting caught on dons longing on oblong; I'm fought.
Oct 1, 2012 Bullshit skills!
Sep 30, 2012 tease
Sep 22, 2012 (me too)
Sep 18, 2012 A damn long time, definitely a damn long time if I had to name a duration.
Sep 16, 2012 Untreatable cancer mode
Sep 15, 2012 cycle
Sep 12, 2012 I embody creative masturbation.
Sep 11, 2012 Sometimes I really think I'm evil. Don't be manipulative, it makes you feel like shit.
Sep 10, 2012 Pressed against near rip near neck, don't say it again, burning out and warming up to shout, don't say it again
Sep 8, 2012 THIS SHIT GETS OEDIPAL
Sep 4, 2012 I will always be nostalgic for the previous year, even if the previous year seemed like nothing to me at the time.
Sep 3, 2012 Hey,
Aug 31, 2012 Yes, a grinning goddamn yes. Also a no, a half-screamed buzzed-smiling, gut-wrenching no.
Aug 30, 2012 *YOU ALWAYS GO TO THE PAHHHTEES*
Aug 28, 2012 Bickering old couple mode
Aug 25, 2012 Be forward
Aug 24, 2012 1/5th base 4evr
Aug 23, 2012 It's official, I have filled Side A of my cassette tape with 14 songs.
Aug 20, 2012 Falling slowly back from "content" to "jaded"
Aug 18, 2012 Tickle like a brick'll can't a break 'is famous pickle; Practice, practice, praxis, practice.
Aug 16, 2012 PRETEND YOU KNOW ME PLEASE
Aug 14, 2012 "Green, green thunder and the loud, loud rain; lead our woes asunder, 'neath the proud, proud veins of trains let bleed the gunmen of our pumping earthly hearts; wean or joys and plunder, peel our shining teeth, bid our hold on happiness."
Aug 12, 2012 "Just tolerate my little fists tugging on your forest chest."
Aug 9, 2012 GIRLBOY
Aug 8, 2012 FUCKIN HUG ME
Aug 6, 2012 I fucking love gender!
Aug 4, 2012 I fucking love shapes!
Aug 4, 2012 BITCH OR DICK YOU GET IT GUT IT CANTER CUT IT
Aug 1, 2012 IMAGINARY FRIENDS WILL TEAR US APART
Jul 31, 2012 I wanna fall in love with Only Heather.
Jul 29, 2012 I like my poetry too much to post it now...
Jul 28, 2012 FEEEEL DIS FUCKIN PSYCHE
Jul 27, 2012 "I'm SATAN"
Jul 26, 2012 ALL INSTANT
Jul 24, 2012 "Shiver me timbers, relax my spine; Play it then let my soul unwind; Streams of energy now intertwine; To sway my if's comes instinctively, communication distinctively; To unchain those like-minded with glee; To wig out philocaly"
Jul 13, 2012 OOO--WAH-OOO--WAAAAH-O
Jul 4, 2012 "And the rivulets had you riveted to the places that I wanted you to kiss me when we find some time alone"
May 25, 2012 Marinating in Roy Orbison's greatest hits and the Ronettes whilst drawing the gayest thing ever. I think I'm going to name it "Adam and Steve"
May 25, 2012 contriving myself, building myself, love, dust, athlete overkill, cassete tape
May 24, 2012 shoot the songs, I am communication, vodka and tonic youth--I love you too, boys will be boys/girls will be girls--but she's with you
May 23, 2012 real drama, hot, really hot, really nothing, honestly nothing, athlete--smile--athlete, athlete--end me--athlete, girl get the gun and don't ask why, loveless, shoegaze your oral sex
May 22, 2012 messy, unsteadied, mood, hearing passion, sums, my patterns, perfect the patterns, passed out, notes, drawing out--contriving, whiten
May 21, 2012 bad, walked, worse, air, gristle, air, bad never bed, up against terrible odds: vacuum god
May 20, 2012 art again, song again, fuck agains, crushing constantly, teenage stupidity, music always, you can go back but it'll never be the same, i want all your decades and I want to see it in all my face, beating off the details--i want the details
May 19, 2012 knives, blood, gay, gayer, tea, taunting, blood
May 18, 2012 nose, sick, face, stereo, plugged, where are your friends tonight, gouache, this music, cry
May 17, 2012 stuffed, blinded, niceness, speaking, hold, phones, what
May 16, 2012 drunk off myself, gotten big-headed, that word asa, I feel like there should be a metaphor, get off, stop being a guy
May 15, 2012 cunt, sleep, pants, sleep, cat, sleep, need more expletives, need more offense, all is piano
May 14, 2012 lonely songs, hate people, bitch freckles, you're magnetic, this is my happy
May 13, 2012 failed tennis, failed homework, light in places, Leviticus 20:13 sounds like a year and I read it from my childhood Bible with stickers before any of the pages, "must be killed"
May 12, 2012 real good, great eyes, feel high, feet hurt, rapping
May 11, 2012 hair, artistic dysphoria, better records, singing without caring, hairdryer lovers
May 10, 2012 talk, I complain, gay rapper, bad records, love essays, endless fucking memoir of a fifteen year old
May 9, 2012 anger, staring, stirring, rhyming, and I sit upstairs because my problems lie beneath me
May 9, 2012 "When you look at the surface the world is flat: flatter than your ass, flatter than your ass"
May 8, 2012 pissing, bitching, smiling, sleeping, raining
May 8, 2012 "Strangers don't know know me but love to control me"
May 7, 2012 dreamy, piano, failed files, what's latin, daily routine, guys don't have insides
May 6, 2012 sitting, papers, pixels, trying to write about myself is terrible
May 5, 2012 charcoal makeup, show no emotion
May 4, 2012 inhaling, cutting paper, aches
May 3, 2012 crayons
May 2, 2012 MAKE OUT WITH ME TO ROY ORBISON
May 1, 2012 Get jaded, write songs, eat food, repeat. Girl, you'll never get the guy.
Apr 29, 2012 My cat's my boyfriend. My piano's my best friend. My art is gossip.
Apr 28, 2012 "A woman should learn in quietness and full submission. I do not permit a woman to teach or have authority over a man; she must be silent. For Adam was formed first, then Eve. And Adam was not the one deceived; it was the woman who was deceived and became a sinner. But woman will be saved through childbearing-if they continue in faith. love, and holiness with propriety." 1 Timothy 11-15
Apr 26, 2012 Got some old records, one of 'em is Fleetwood Mac's Rumours, it has some writing on the label saying "to Gail from Pat" dated back to Christmas 1986, that made me smile hard and feel lonely. Other ones are Roy Orbison's hits, Magical Mystery Tour, Beach Boys hits, some Queen album with sexy chest hair album art, and a Good Vibrations single from the 60's. I wish my life was soundtracked in wow and stutter with static dust collecting in my head.
Apr 14, 2012 "Your heart will break whatever you do, but you won't be here tomorrow."
Apr 8, 2012 What begins as 'homework time' spirals into 'lap-dancing on my chair to suicidal music time'
Apr 8, 2012 I LIKE GAY PEOPLE UNLESS THEY ACT GAY EWWW
Apr 4, 2012 "If I had a heart I could love you, if I had a voice then I would sing."
Apr 1, 2012 There's no louder downer than the ones having fun for I see in green, jaded when it's all said and done.
Mar 24, 2012 How much I like men is directly proportional to how much I would like to draw their face.
Mar 23, 2012 If I hate all this hatred I can make them seem latent.
Mar 21, 2012 It's the eyebrows, it's always been the eyebrows. You're goddamn beautiful fucking eyebrows. I can only see them from an angle, fuck, that's all I want. I LOVE YOUR EYEBROWS HOLY SHIT I WANT THEM IN MY FACE-- DRAWING.
Mar 15, 2012 I've bled on the carpet, piano, bookshelf, bedsheets, myself, and my art. I was only angry about the last one.
Mar 15, 2012 "We could be two straight lines in a crooked world they've created."
Mar 12, 2012 Everyone fantasizes about cuddling strange men.
Mar 11, 2012 My future is bitched out in clever phrases, outlined in cute patterns, stands awkwardly, sits judging, and is perpetually alienating for foreigners and locals.
Mar 9, 2012 "Faster and faster... until after a while you wouldn't feel anything... and then your body would just burst into fire. And the angel's wouldn't help you, 'cause they've all gone away..."
Mar 4, 2012 "There she lusted after her lovers, whose genitals were like those of donkeys and whose emission was like that of horses." Ezekiel 23 20
Mar 2, 2012 Wearin' a skirt, drawin', dancin' in a skirt.
Mar 2, 2012 HE LEHT MEE SMOKE WEEED IN HIS TRUHCK EF I CUHD CONVIHNCE HIM I LUVED HIM ENUUUGH
Feb 24, 2012 Your eyes black like an animal, black like an animal.
Feb 21, 2012 However ephemeral the duration.
Feb 16, 2012 "I'm perfectly able to hold my own hand but I still can't kiss my own neck"
Feb 14, 2012 Oh, you know, just drawing an abstract portrait on a food-coloring-soaked paper whilst listening to classical theremin tunes.
Jan 25, 2012 SAFE WEETHE MY SUHLK
Jan 21, 2012 YOU GOTTA GET HAR HAART
Jan 8, 2012 I'd be sexier with a beard or a vagina.
Jan 3, 2012 Still torn, fucked, bloody.
Dec 19, 2011 Fuck you for being happy.
Dec 9, 2011 I was eating a muffin while peeing. Inevitably, the muffin fell into the toilet.
Dec 5, 2011 "A transformation is an onto correspondence between sets of points."
Dec 3, 2011 I'm using the Holy Bible and a stereo remote to keep my soppy nail polish remover ladened rainbow scratch art from curling at the edges after dousing it in water so it crinkles.