|Favorite book:||Unlocked by Karen Kingsbury|
|Member Since:||Jan 31, 2013|
Posted: Feb 28, 2015
Dark moments, we've all gone through them. As have I....
Bio summary... aaaalrighty here it is-
Me: I am absolutely, unequivocally IMPERFECT. I have so many faults, I've done so much wrong , if anyone were to ask me, I'd take about 3 lifetimes to tell you all of the problems and wrongs that I have done.
My good points- well I made the choice to follow God and I have Jesus here with me so He's working on all of the above. Oh yea, that plus I can never say no. (My friends love taking advantage of this sometimes. ) You ask me for ten bucks, I'll give you ten, you ask me for fifty (sincerely) i'd give you fifty. You ask me to jump into a freezing gooey pond of water yea I'd do that too and I have done that. I just like making people happy sometimes at my own expense.
My goal- I want to become more understanding, more so of people that hurt me. I want to be more caring, more loving, more.like.Jesus. It's a life goal you see.
My dream- Yea my life goal and my life dream, two different things. I want to be a missionary in the Congo. I want to write books, film documanteries to help children that had been orphaned by rebells. To help people who need to know they are loved and that there is hope.
What I've been told- There are so many tears left unshed by those keeping them hidden. People are hurting every day and the worst part is, no one knows most of the time. Most of us have become masters at keeping our pain hidden. Few that wish to share, few let others know. People think they know, people think they can always read their friends. But...they...can't. Ask God to help you, ask Him to help their pain. Ask Him to give you wisdom. Let's be there for each other.
There is just so much I want to say sometimes but I'm not an outspoken person. So, I write. I sound like serious person, like - poker face, never really laughed in a while- serious. Truth is Yea no I'm not (those that know me will tell you that) I laugh a tad too much, I smile so much it's creepy. (sometimes) And I goof off like a child. Love kids, so go figure. I just want to live life happily, and humbly. Joyfully, filled with laughter. I want to take as much people with me smiling and laughing till we make it home. On His terms, I live my life. I have my flaws,I'm trying to fix. In the mean time, there will be a whole lot 'a lovin till I die and be rid of this world and at peace up there, where loving won't ever be a struggle.