I AM 13 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!! I LOVE TO WRITE POETRY AND FICTION BOOKS . I LOVE READING, MY FAVORITE BOOKS ARE VAMPIRE BOOKS AND SAD STORYS. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME IM WRONG IT BUGS A LOT AND I LOVE IT WHEN POEPLE ARE HONEST WITH ME!!! WRITING RELAXS ME, WHEN IM FEELING SAD OR DEPRESSED (WELL I GUES THERE THE SAME THING) I WRITE MY STORIES AND POEMS THE REASON WHY I WRITE IT WHEN IM SAD I CAUSE WHEN YOUR SAD THAT'S WHEN THE BEST WRITING COMES OUT AND IT MAKES IT PERFECT..... BEAUTIFUL.....AND VERY JOYFUL TO READ!! IF YOU WRITE POETRY WHEN YOUR SAD AND YOU READ IT AFTER YOUR DONE IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.... WELL IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER!!!! AND IT'S HARD SOMETIMES TO READ IT AFTER IF YOUR SAD BUT...... WOULD YOU RATHER HURT MORE OR HURT LESS? SO TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THIS I HAVE BEEN THOUGH A LOT AND IM ONLY 13 BUT IT WOULD WORK MOST STORIES AND POEMS I WRITE ARE BASED ON MY LIFE.... I DO THAT SO I CAN GET TO KNOW PEOPLE THROUGH THE INTERNET WITH OUT HAVING TO SPILL MY GUTS OUT ON WHAT REALLY HAPPENED IN MY LIFE..... WELL HOPE YOU GUYS AND GIRLS LIKE MY WRITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WORLD IS CRUEL!!! NO PERSON IS INNOCENT AND NOT ONE PERSON IS GULITY... WHO DO YOU BELIEVE WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.... WHO SHOULD YOU TRUST WHEN YOU ARE ALL ALONE... PEOPLE LIE THEY CHEAT AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT BUT WHY IF I MAY ASK WHY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THAT??? DO THEY LIKE HURTING OTHERS??? DO THEY THINK IT'S FUN??? WHEN WILL THESE QUESTIONS BE ANSWERED??? HOW WILL THEY BE ANSWERED??? THE WORLD IS FILLED MYSTERIES... BUT I DNT THINK I CAN GO AND SEARCH FOR THE ANSWERS... I DONT THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO HANDLE THE TRUTH... I DONT THINK I WILL BE ME EVER AGAIN IF I GET THESE ANSWERS... MAYBE THATS WHY NONE OF THEM ARE ANSWERED TO THIS DAY.... GOD PICKS WHO HE WANTS... AND WHO HE DOESNT WANT...AND I HOPE IM NOT THE NEXT ONE HE PICKS... SO WHAT IF YOUR UGLY... SO WHAT IF YOUR NOT SMART... YOUR NOT ANY DIFFERENT YOU HAVE FEELINGS AND YOU CAN WALK AND TALK.... YOU MAY BE DIFFERENT AS IN SPORTS BUT NOT IN FEELINGS... (PIECE OF MY POETRY) TRUST WHEN I SAY THIS I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL IM ONLY 13 AND I HAVE BEEN IN A COP CAR 7 TIMES... ITS SAD I KNOW BUT EVERY ONE MAKES MISTAKES AND YOUR SUPPOSE TO MAKE MISTAKES IF YOU DONT THEN YOUR NOT HUMAN BUT THAT IS ALL I WANTED TO SAY... AND I ALSO WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT IF YOU NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO EVEN THOUGH I DONT KNOW YOU YOU CAN STILL TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING JUST HIT ME UP AT MY AOL ACCOUNT AND JUST SAY YOU ARE A FRIEND FROM BOOKSIE AND IM SURE I CAN HELP YOU ESPCAILLY WITH THE CUTTING THING BEEN THERE I GOT SENT TO THE HOSEPITAL BECAUSE OF THAT SO PLEASE IF ANYBODY NEEDS TO TALK ABOUT A PROBLEM YOU CAN HIT ME UP AT MY AOL ACCOUNT AND JUST SAY YOUR A FRIEND FROM BOOKSIE MY AOL ACCOUNT IS CRAZYABOUTBLUE31 JUST REMEMBER IF YOU NEED TO TALK ABOUT ANYTHING ILL BE HERE BECAUSE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO MAKE THE MISTAKES I MADE SO FAR.