Hi ! Lola1900 is my pen name,i am 18 years old i love music, drawing,playing the guitar,reading,dancing,watching movies,writing and travelling, well haveing fun even if i don't have the chance to do those things but i would love to do them!!. I am lonely most of the time, it just i rather to be alone than to make some stupid chitchat,i don't mind to be alone though, sometimes i hate it ......well sometimes i need someone to talk to someone to be with someone who really cares and understand and all BUT that one doesn't EXIST.....!! SO yeah i rather to be alone!! The best thing about me that i am so cheerful dispite anything happens with me and the worest is that i have bad temper the best time in the year to me is the winter i am from alexandria by the way so in winter it rains alll the time i love waking through the rain i love seeing my breath in front of me it reminds me that i am alive i hate the heat little things like sky,stars,moon,rain,sea save my life make me go on its like a drug to me i always wished for things that never happend those little things make me feel hope again like i am in another world not mine unless for sometime, silly right?!!! but its the truth i belive in god my +JUSES+ he made me survive and he always will "I HAVE HEARD YOUR PRAYERS,I HAVE SEEN YOUR TEARS, AND NOW I AM GOING TO HEAL YOU" my favorite colores is BLACK,purple,blue i hate orange,green,yellow,white and my favorite fruits is strewbarry,apple,bananas and mango i hate cooking,i don't like it at all but i like food i have a good test at food and stuff like that if i can describe my self in good three words is cheerful,honest,spontaneous three bad words impatient,recluse,rude well not all the time just when i get angry i just can't hold it the most things that i hate in the whole world lying,cheating,routin i am in love with the idea of love i really wish that oneday i can test it see how it looks like???!! I belive in fairytales but i don't belive that they ever happen to people like me!!! Well i am not that lucky my best wish in life is to fall in love and be loved back and being a good artiest i like reading novels (THE COMPLETE ONES) i don't care about the tags i like reading new things as long as the novel is GOOD i like reading the novel that matchs my MOOD like music so i don't care about what kind of novel is but mostly i am into FANTASY,YAOI,CRIME