Hey, I'm Sierra but I love the name Spencer. I'm just using this for an online diary-journal-thing. I just need to express things but I write too slow. And I type fast. So here it goes, welcome to my thoughts. I hope you enjoy them more than I do. 

I love to write poetry but I have a separate blog for all of that. I will post poetry on here but it'll be rare. I'll mostly be talking about the struggles of my day-to-day life. How hard it is not to start cutting again, or not try to commit suicide again. I came here for people to hear my story as I want to hear there's.  I came here to be understood because in my town I am alone. 

I want to share my struggles and have people see how I am slowly twisting into a small dark hole of a abyss, but maybe i'll find my way back up.

I just need to express everything that's going on in my head, I really don't care if I get fans or not. I'm not here to get popular, I'm here to keep myself sane.