Jan 5, 2010
There is a limit to what a person can take in life, what they acn and cannot achive due to their wants and desire. I JUST CANT DO THIS ANYMORE.

Oct 22, 2009
I'm so sad that I want to cry and just shut my slef in a room till I'm just dry...

Sep 30, 2009
I want to be all I can be and hope to be more.

Sep 25, 2009
I am now in the preparation for a stupid mid term test that will finish by next week. __" pray for me

Sep 23, 2009
Just thought of something that made me so scared that it made me sick to the point of almost trowing up. Please let me be wrong... This is so serious that I can't even tell anyone what I'm thinking...

Sep 11, 2009
MY HEART HURTS

Aug 25, 2009
I think I just got stood up!!!! I mean a friend intrduced me to a guy yesterday and we started talking and than today I texted him asking we were still going to the mall after school, with my friend too, than... dam dam dam!!! He didn't reply! Am I ugly or someting? Was it wrong to text first??? Hahh... I'll just become a nun r somethin... If you see this please coment and tell me what to do!

Jul 31, 2009
I don't think I'm pretty at all...

Jul 31, 2009
Man it;s been a long time since I wrote my news, well I am still boyless... BOYLESS... I can't belive that I have no guy to actually like. :( maybe I can find someone... What a lonely existance

Jul 17, 2009
My god! I have not updated or opened thiswebsite in ages! I am sooo pilled with new friends and school work... I'll update as soon as I can and the new school has no cute guys...

Jun 28, 2009
NEW SCHOOL! TMORROW AND I'M FREAKING OUT A BIT. WHAT IF NO ONE LIKES ME? WHAT IF I'LL HAVE NO FRIENDS? I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ALREADY...

Jun 26, 2009
hahh... Have you ever wonder if you you were suppose to have that natural bond with your family? Well I seem to be missing that chip... Anyone with the same problem please message me and tell me how does it feel for you. Thanks.

Jun 17, 2009
Hahh... Me just going to make this as a jurnal since it already has the date. (wrong spelling or grammar please ingnore). Today was borring as allways, the teacher took my black berry and told me that someone stole it! He is such an ASS. I'm writting chapter 8 of Moon Fairy, and about to make a scene when I relise somethign. I've never been In LOVE and I'm making a romance fantasy. Huhhh... Real life is so dead.

Jun 17, 2009
I have just recived the most diturbing coment of all. My brother actually thinks that I'm a lesbian! (not that I have anything against them... I'm just not) I am pissed. Just because I only had one boyfriend (that only last about 2 months...) For all my life! He has no rights to judge me! Who does he think he is! I just haven't found the right guy yet... Haahhhh... God where is my prince...

Jun 10, 2009
It's the holidays!!!!!!!!!! ANd my brother is back so I cant usethe computer all I want because we have to share... So that's that. I can't update that much so that's that too... I am bored as hell/

Jun 8, 2009
I am a little pissed off ... My friend just came bacl from over seas and I think she is canceling our plans to meet! I mean we haven't seen each other for months!

Jun 5, 2009
After trying to keep up with my some what crazy to a degree cousins I am now sick with a flu. My head hurts, and to top it all of I have bad grades on my report cards.... I am sad... But life will go on. Like it always does in this crap fest.

Jun 2, 2009
I am soo drained. Yesterday I went to an amusement park with some of my friends, and it was surprisingly a lot of fun! I tryed almost every single ride, except the one that people say someone died on (yes there was a rumor that the ride had a glitch and people were trown off...) We ate dinner at in the middle of nno where! Since the amusement park was next to the ocean. IT WAS FUN. But now I have a cold...

Jun 1, 2009
I have finally confirmed that all or MOST guys are pervs... My friends boyfrined told her that the boys in out school has codes for when sometimes girls just sit carelessly thinking no one was looking... DON'T DO IT. Somehow they look and they signal for others to see to with words like 'garage' and stuff. It is sooo wrong... And PEOPLE the read count on my 'Blood Born Witch' is messed up...

May 29, 2009
This sounds like letters to the opposite man no? ps: this is only messaged to a person who will understand the coded message. XD

May 28, 2009
I'm going to university in just 10 month and in that time I'll be taking courses at a prep shool! So exited, but I don'y know anyone yet... It's a no uniform school so, Need to Shop! And planning on coloring my hair... Putting blue and dark purple streaks... What do you think? Bad Idea?

May 26, 2009
I am very pissed off today... I feel like I want to kill someone! Dear god, I am so pissed off! i DON'T KNWO WHY??? Maybe I'm bi polar, but dought it. Maybe the stress...

May 23, 2009
I'm moving school and I'm bloody scared... I'll know no one... What will I do at lunch? Dear god...What if I cant make friends?????huhuhuhuhuhu.

May 22, 2009
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA I am in total histeria! My best friend have her 17 birthday today! I don't have present for her yet! And I think I have a crush on someone that I don't KNOW!!!

May 18, 2009
OK OK so my final test is comming very VERY soon! Dear god! I am so lazy! I haven't even touch a text book yet! Help me lord and I shall pray. But I have no more hope for Maths, so it can just gp die.

May 15, 2009
I saw this really cute boy in front of a restaurant 'Sushi Tei'... He was really really cute! I wanted to talk to him, but I feel kind of shy just comming uo to someone I don't even know. SO I just kept to my self... But OMG, he was so adorable...

May 13, 2009
finally Internet in my own home!!! God live has been a total Ugghhhh... Yeah... I have some new things check the out. As for me, I just founf out one of my class mate might be a little pedofile... And I am oficially the only single one among my best friends... O well, but it gets a bit lonely...

May 6, 2009
BTW poeple I'm back! and my first chapter of Black blood bar is kind of messed up. Please wait for a fixed version but if you like, try and read it.

Apr 1, 2009
My God the bloody internet just revuses to get fixed! I am now stuck here in the stupid cafe just uploading my stuff all at once so check them out.

Mar 19, 2009
Poeple internet at my house complitely dead. No way around it. I'm at a cafee right now. This sucks, so chapters will be up slower until this can be fixed. Ps. already been this way for 3 days...

Mar 14, 2009
Grounded for the not so nice grades at the moment, but still allowed to use the computer! Someone in my school just strated a full on bitch fight. Let's just say my friend A has been called a whore by one of the upper classmen called C, but A didn't even do anything to her! She is just jealous that A is prettier than her. NOw the name callings around the school halls has started!

Mar 10, 2009
Test is over and I am Free for about two weeks!!! It was not as bad but not good either, the scores I mean. I am getting a little short tempered lately, I dont' know why??? Can it be hormones, I'm only 16... O-well, maybe it's the stress...

Mar 1, 2009
Thanks if some of you saw my message and prayed for me! Math is OVER now tomorrow is Biology, Help Me with Your Prayers!

Feb 28, 2009
Dear God tomorrow is my term test, to anyone reading this pray for me!! I can't do math and Bio and maybe Chem but still not sure... huhuhuhuhu. I want to go to art school!!!

Feb 24, 2009
god very bad writers block...

Feb 24, 2009
My health freak of a mother has inforced a new rule! NO Salmon or most sushi (my favorite food) because of mercury. NO sugar and soon maybe NOTHING WILL BE SAFE. God why does she have to be this way??? I will try and learn this new way of life... huhuhuhuhu I miss sushi...

Feb 23, 2009
Got a new student in my grade today, everybody seems to talk about him alot while not noticing until the last moment that he's actually behind them (the looks on their faces were helarious!). Sapose to have a photoshoot today but my friedns camera broke and she's loosing her mind ( I would too, that thing cost 1500$!!!) ALSO BIG TEST IS NEXT WEEK! Oooo The JOY!(note sarcasm).

Feb 17, 2009
I tried to make a mibba but it's kind of anoying, my computer keeps dieing. Huhhh

Feb 16, 2009
Haahhh, I moved to a new apartment yesterday and Internet is now ON. BUt I have a big test in two weeks!!! HUUHHHH... Life is so unfair!! I hate school!!! (sorry for the whineing...)

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