A Complicated Suicide

   I never thought I find myself here.. in the bounds of hell. It just as a terrifying place as they say it is in the bible. The skies are a constant red with a thick cloud of smoke overhead. No sunlight, no blue sky. It like hell is truely beneath the Earth's surface. All that remain in hell is what is left of a once beautiful city, rivers of lava that never dry up, and a constant fear of the shadows in the darnkess of every corner. No one is safe here with demons seeking to torment the souls of the dead, with ravenous beasts wanting to feed upon your flesh....it every "person" for them self.

   I find myself a abandon store. I shut the doors behind me, barracking it with a magazine rack. I need to escape the heat. My back is soak in sweat. I came here in my pink joggers and white long sleeve tee to be down to a white deigo and black shorts. I thought at some point I get use to the heat but I think I never will. I head towards the end of the store, hoping that there is water. And there is. I smile like a kid on Christmas fill with a huge amount of joy. My body shakes rapidly as I reach to grab the bottle. I hastly twist off the cap and chug down the water. It ice cold and the feeling of it trailing down my thoart is undescribeble. Despite the heat, water here is always cold like the polar ice caps of Antarctic ocean. The only problem is finding the water and keeping it.

   There was a horrific roar and I stop stunned. I know excatly what that is...And there no way I'm staying here to see it. I pack my water bottle into my bag as I craddle it in my arms. I head to the back door and I run like a bat out of hell. My heart is pounding agaisnt my chest and I feel my knees begin to go weak. But I don't stop I keep pushing my legs.  My knees give out though and i tumble to the floor. I feel the hard pavement againstmy face.

"I can't do this!" I cried as I bury my face into my hands.

   That were I stay as I start to cry...Why did I do it?