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The Darkened Girl

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Nov 6, 2011
This a entry to The Poetry Factor Competion. Can't wait...
Tags:dark, garden, contest, christian taylor

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Listening To My Playlist

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 22, 2011
I took my break up with a guy (NOT THE GUY IM DATING...
Tags:love, poem, break up, lyrics, happy, songs, good bye, ditch

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I LOVE YOU! (please please read! i beg you!)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 3, 2011
This is kind of a different thing for me! I've actually...
Tags:love, boyfriend, sweet, fly, amazing, meant to be, becomingthenewgirl

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The Girl in the Sky

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 23, 2011
This is a poem for Christian Taylor's competition. I...
Tags:hurt, lost, sky, yelling, contest, becomingthenewgirl

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Loserville

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 22, 2011
WELCOME TO LOSERVILLE! POPULATION: ALL OF US LOSERS!
Tags:welcome, town, loser, becomingthenewgirl, loserville

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Playing Pretend ( Girl in the Mirror)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 16, 2011
I wrote this poem while looking in a mirror while I just...

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Finding Myself (Don't Let Go)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This is the beginning of a new journey for me. Please...

The Girl Behind the Mask

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This is a poem about the identity I used to go by. This...

Stupid Love (None)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This is a poem about how much I got hurt from a boy...

Touching My Heart

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
A poem about figuring out how to get my heart not to...
Tags:hurt, touch, broken hearted

Purely Insane

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
Poem on being judged by other people and then saying how...
Tags:insane, crazy, angry, judgemental, becomingthenewgirl

The One Who's Lost

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
A poem from the point of view of a little girl who is...
Tags:alone, lost, scared, stuck, little girl, worried, becomingthenewgirl

Screw You

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
This is a poem about telling people "I don't care what...
Tags:life, alone, lost, screw you, becomingthenewgirl

Writing Portfolio

My Life in Pages

Book by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Feb 16, 2012
Meet Erin. Her twin, Becca,is perfect. Becca has...

My Way of Saying Thanks (A Love Poem)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Nov 27, 2011
This is a poem I wrote for my boyfriend. He is the best...

Outside in the Cold

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Nov 26, 2011
A poem about the month of winter and the feelings that I...

The Darkened Girl

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Nov 6, 2011
This a entry to The Poetry Factor Competion. Can't wait...

Listening To My Playlist

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 22, 2011
I took my break up with a guy (NOT THE GUY IM DATING...

A Question For You To Answer and Hopefully You Can

by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 16, 2011
This is a question I need answered in the next few days!...

Don't Forget (A POEM TO MEAN GIRLS)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 15, 2011
This is for all the girls who talk about me and say that...

Miss Me Cause I'm Gone

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 9, 2011
I've had an interesting life and I'm just saying that I'm...

I LOVE YOU! (please please read! i beg you!)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Oct 3, 2011
This is kind of a different thing for me! I've actually...

Laughing at You

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 29, 2011
Haha to everyone who tried to break my heart and ruin my...

Flashbacks (Where Did It Go?)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 28, 2011
NOT AT ALL MY BEST WORK! I've been having a lot of...

To the One Who Broke My Heart

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 25, 2011
This is a poem that I wrote about a guy who broke my...

The Girl in the Sky

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 23, 2011
This is a poem for Christian Taylor's competition. I...

Loserville

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 22, 2011
WELCOME TO LOSERVILLE! POPULATION: ALL OF US LOSERS!

The Way You Left Me

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 20, 2011
So this is my randition (kind of) of a poem a guy I dated...

Taking Us Away

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 18, 2011
This is a poem about a boy who broke my heart and I'm...

Watching for Nothing

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 17, 2011
This is a poem I wrote after I finished staring off into...

Playing Pretend ( Girl in the Mirror)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 16, 2011
I wrote this poem while looking in a mirror while I just...

Finding Myself (Don't Let Go)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This is the beginning of a new journey for me. Please...

The Girl Behind the Mask

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This is a poem about the identity I used to go by. This...

Can't You See?

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
A poem about me just feeling neglected and hurt.

Stupid Love (None)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This is a poem about how much I got hurt from a boy...

Cold and Scared

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
This isa poem about when I was all alone and I heard...

Kisses from the Devil

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 15, 2011
I just wrote this in the spur of the moment... It doesn't...

Touching My Heart

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
A poem about figuring out how to get my heart not to...

Your Lies (Everything You Ever Said)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
A poem about a guy who lied to me and left me flat out on...

Another Pretty Face

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
Just another poem about the same thing: hurt neglection...

Purely Insane

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
Poem on being judged by other people and then saying how...

Loner Girl

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
Poem about being alone and being labeled as the loner...

For Sale (Take It)

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
A poem about a broken heart and needing to just get away...

Cuts in My Eyes

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
Poem about crying too much. Feel free to coment!

The One Who's Lost

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
A poem from the point of view of a little girl who is...

Screw You

Poem by becomingthenewgirl
Posted: Sep 13, 2011
This is a poem about telling people "I don't care what...



 

I know people say that you should make yourself stand out, but what is the point of that when you would rather be alone, sulking in a corner? That’s how I live, I’m the girl who would rather be by herself then have to deal with the insults and put up with the crap comments everyday. I’m done with all that. I want to be by myself and I don’t get why people can’t see that.

So you’re probably wondering why I started with that, right? Well, it’s only because that’s what I am… alone. I like it though. So I guess I should say more about me. Well here it goes. So, I’m becomingthenewgirl. I’m a teenager with not a lot to say for herself. I haven’t lived much of a life yet, and I’m not ready for it. Life sounds WAY to complicated for me to handle right now. Especially this year. I’m going through a lot of problems right now and I’ve found that poetry is a way for me to express myself. Okay, maybe not myself, but the dark girl that lives inside me and will never leave my side. She is well, me for now! So sorry to those people who don't like her and are disturbed by her, you shouldn't care. 

So I guess you could consider me emo, because honestly, I am pretty emotional, I have cut myself, I wear the color black a lot, and lets not forget about the punk music that plays on my iPod all the time. Haha, oh well. I'm just cool like that... NOT REALLY! Ya, I'm anything but cool... I'm pretty much the odd ball out. You know, the one who is all alone sad in a corner while everyone else is smiling... Ya... that's me. Loner girl.

Some days, I don't even feel remotely normal, like what's the point of trying in life, but you have to get over it, you know? I mean I know sometimes you really feel like you shouldn't, but you know you have to just to make it through to that next day. Anyways, I know I'm not normal, but there are just those days when I just feel so abnormal and so unwanted that I can barely bring myself to get up. So, I've learned that even though swearing at people and putting them down in your mind "makes you feel better" it just makes you feel worse and tears are what you need to get out and make yourself feel better about life. 

So my style is just a bit different than everyone else's in this world. I say that I wear black, and I do, but I also wear bright colors to hide away the pain. Bright colors make me seems happier and crazier (in a good way) than I am. You have to pretend sometimes, right? Well okay, for me, it's not sometimes, it's all the time. I don't think there has been one day in my life when I have ACTUALLY been happy with something. There are those occasional things that make me feel good about myself, but that is extremely rare. So, this next picture kind of describes me. I am that girl that people say they love and the next thing you know they hide from me when I walk down the halls at school (mind you that there are only 17 kids in my grade). I'm done with all that. People can hide from me and you know what I'll say to them "FUCK YOU! I STOPPED CARING A LONG TIME AGO!" BEST ADVICE TO ANYONE WHO IS TIRED OF PEOPLE OF PICKING ON THEM! 

So I have no heart left. My heart has been broken by so many people in this world. The last guy who broke my heart still has part of my heart and it seems that he won't give it back ! I have a new boyfriend now though, but he has broken my heart before, actually last school year... It seems like such a long time ago though. Oh well, I'm happy with him now. Anyways, back to my broken hearts. I don't like the way these guys treat me. They promise me forever, take my heart for themselves, break it when they're done with it and leave me to be hurt for the reset of my life. BUT I AM DONE MOURNING OVER YOU STUPID BITCHY GUYS WHO BROKE MY HEART! YOU ARE INCONCIDERATE (SP?) AND ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELVES! SO WHATEVER I HATE YOU!

 

So I have a place I created for myself called Loserville. It's the only place I feel like I belong because I created it for myself and I love it there. Loserville is a place where I can be as much of a loser as I want and have no one care. It's a perfect place for me myself and my denial. Oh, how I love my denial... HAHA! Anways, Loserville is amazing. Once you become my fan, you become part of Loserville, which is a GREAT thing. Being a loser is not a bad thing, it's just a thing to be proud of about yourself! EMBRACE IT!]

So anyways that's me! PLEASE CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE! It is in the link column below and to the left! THANK YOU! 

 

I LOVE YOU ALL! 

becomingthenewgirl

 Sorry if this offends anyone (I AM NOT POLITICALLY CORRECT WHAT SO EVER!

 

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