sunshine.warm.complete surrender to the bliss of sleep.which alludes me with pervasive regularity.im alone in my crazy women world with only my overabundant thoughts and memories for company.been there done that try again??? are YOU alive or even breathing. move amongst your fellow humans study them observe them do not trust them. its not the DEAD u should be afraid of...its the living.  am i done,no never, the judgemental fools go,go far from me, i tolerate u no more. i go into the sunshine....forever. ENOUGH waxing lyrical. this is me. love my family the one i made, not one born into(dysfunctional bullshit!!!) . love love my dogs love love beach ocean , salt water. love cuppa tea most assurdly. love the man the only man ,deeply irrationally,.wot else. love READING!!!! fiction,non fiction,biography,FANTASY,sciencefiction , yeh,some horror.authors..Julian May, Raymond.E. Feist.Robert Silverberg ,Sara Douglas, Anne Rice.James Herbert . Frank Herbert.J.R.R Tolkein...so many...to many to count. 1 more. LOIS CAROL yeh!!!!   Movies movies movies love them the matrix,lord of rings,300,taxi driver. love interesting people with story to tell. love exercise (boring i know) keeps the endorphins riding high and the gremlins at bay back in the dakness i pray!!