My eyes deceiving, from the fear disgraced.
Mind shut down for the heart to face.
I was not always like this,
I let others to shape my faith,
but now its over,
and I shall put my foot down,
of this everlasting torture,
that doesnt seem to stop.
From now on I will open my heart,
because I cant fall any deeper.
Ive used none of my strength,
and thats why I know,
that noone can tell me what to do.
I must be calm, thinking clear,
but eventually, dark minded as I will be,
the world of good people,
will eventually set me free.