Lonely boy

I dont want to see the light,i dont want to see the pride,

im pushing everybody behind me,living in fear,

trying to avoid the conversation of people,

want to be more like a grim reaper,

dark and cold and lonely like a bone,

i dont want to talk to nobody for ever,

i just want my mind of my thoughts,

which i can change when i please,

i want my dreams,which i can dream

on what i want to dream,

i just want a control of my life of noone

interfering in my right,leave me alone

people and there will be the end for us,

lonely and abondon,felling no fear,

and totaly in control on my emotions,

and just for the end i ask for one person to love me,

so that i will not feel totaly alone,

and mybe SHE can save me from this

dark place that im livin,

and i will be really greatefull to her

and lover in my best way,

and mybe turn my dark side

into the light,

and tryed to leave more peacfull way.