26 September 2016
She saw me looking at her today. I was standing outside history just admiring her beauty. Not in a stalker kind of way, but as a boy who has had a crush on her since I was 7, 8 years ago. I don't think a day has gone by when I haven't thought about her. At home, I find myself writing 'James and Nicole' over and over again. I can't get her out of my head. The illogical explanation is that she is a witch and has cast a spell on me to be in hell for the rest of my life, wanting her but not being able to do anything about it. All I have ever wanted is to be with her. Even if it's just for a day. I hope tomorrow's plan goes ahead. If it works, Nicole will be mine.