8/19/08 'TO WRITE'

IT SEEMS THE NATURAL THING TO DO WOULD BE TO WRITE

WHAT YOUR LIFE AND YOUR THOUGHTS OF REALITY ARE

--BUT THIS DEFINETELY COULD BE OFFENSIVE TO OTHERS

--IS THIS IMPORTANT?-ENOUGH FOR ME NOT TO WRITE MY

THOUGHTS ?

I AM NOT CERTAIN----

THE GOOD TIME I HAVE HAD--A GOOD HOME-BOATING--

FLYING--AUTOS--A SINGLE GOOD MARRIAGE FOR 60 YEARS-

-2 BOYS AND A GIRL--THE LAST SON AT 21 YEARS OLD -DIED

IN A TERRIFIC ONE CAR ACCIDENT --RUNNING OFF THE ROAD

IN A CURVE AT SPEED AND HITTING A 3 FOOT DIAMETER

CULVERT AT A 90 DEGREE ANGLE--

MY WIFE AND I HAVE HAD OUR SHARE OF DISEASE AND BODY

OPERATRIONS--BOTH OF US LOSING VISION DUE TO THESE

EVENTS-

IF THIS IS INTELLIGENT DESIGN--IT IS A FAILURE --FULL OF

MISTAKES--IF

REALITY IS AN ACCIDENT--IT LIKE THE OTHER IS PERMEATED

WITH IMPERFECTION--

THE ACTIONS OF THE HUMAN RACE OVER THE PAST AND

PRESENT HISTORY--ARE 100% TOTAL GREED-HATE-STUPIDITY

--BEST TO JUST SUM IT UP-----THE HUMAN RACE AND THE

COMOS AND EVERYTHING IS IMPERFECT-A MISTAKE--NO TRUE

WISDOM EVIDENT ANYWHERE-----

THIS IS MY THOUGHTS --AND SEEM OBVIOULSLY CORRECT--

BUT IMPERFECTION WILL CAUSE MANY DIFFERENT THOUGHTS-----

AT 82 YEARS OLD--I DEFINITELY SEE NO REASON TO WISH TO

LIVE IN THIS REALITY--

I AM NOTHING--I KNOW NOTHING--WHAT I THINK IS LIKE

CHASING THE WIND-----OTIS ENGLISH---------GO AHEAD THINK

WHAT YOU WISH--THAT IS YOUR PRIVILEGE----