I'd like to go to a place where no one has ever known.
In a state of mine where I could always call my own.
Where I can go anytime I choose and theres no such thing as time.
Where I can feel no pain.
And to hear the rain on my window pane.
Just calm and say what a beautiful place for me to find.
But you keep watching my every move.
And keep on track with everything I say.
Why won't you let me be.
But I asked myself, Why am I even here.
I wonder,you leave me wondering and thinking.
Why I don't know.
Now I keep having those tears in my eyes.
Have my arms around my knees.
But I didn't need to feel this way.
When I walked into that door.
Everyday is crying,screaming,slamming and lying.
But for now,I can't even remember
Who I am or who I was before.