College Is Hard

I’m not talking the academics. 

I mean the self exploration. 

I just don’t feel myself lately.

I need time to be me. 

I’m surrounded by people who are constantly moving, but not at the same time.

I’m having an internal crisis. 

I want to be with someone, but I can’t.

I miss someone else, but they don’t exist because I made them more than they were.

I want to write, but I’m scared of what’ll come out. 

I want to grow, but there’s no sunlight for me sometimes.