I'm not talking the academics.
I mean the self exploration.
I just don't feel myself lately.
I need time to be me.
I'm surrounded by people who are constantly moving, but not at the same time.
I'm having an internal crisis.
I want to be with someone, but I can't.
I miss someone else, but they don't exist because I made them more than they were.
I want to write, but I'm scared of what'll come out.
I want to grow, but there's no sunlight for me sometimes.