Was going through old documents and found some rough (really
rough! lol) copies and Idea's I'd had for my fan fictions…Thought
it would be fun to post since it has been taking so long to
update chapters lately (my apologies L ) I
hope you enjoy…its nothing much!!
1. Jacob POV (Renesmee: My Life and Yours after the break
Maybe I was cursed, maybe in a past life I'd done something so
wrong that it would ban me from ever being the sole occupant of
the woman I loved heart.
It always happened to me, first with Bella. Even though I don't
think of her that way anymore, it's even hard to picture or
remember how I felt about her. But the fact remains that I had
still finished second place, like I am now with Renesmee.
I hadn't seen or spoke to Nessie in a week; it was the longest
week of my life. I still patrolled her house at night. I'd
promised I wouldn't be far, I'd promised I'd still be looking out
for her. I was making sure I kept that promise.
Those nights I would walk under her window; it would take
everything in me, not to phase back and just jump into her room
and hold her. I wanted to take everything back that I said,
forget everything she'd done. But I couldn't I had to stand my
I didn't think I would be able to do it; defy imprinting…I
thought a human had a better chance of defying gravity with their
bare two arms than I thought I had at defying imprinting.
It was insane the pull imprinting had on me; my every thought was
occupied with Nessie's face and her voice. I couldn't stand it.
To love someone as much as I loved…love…her and to know
they don't feel the same about you literally rips your heart out
of your chest only to have it later stomped to the ground…
Bella has been calling but this is something I just don't want to
talk about …to anyone…
This is before I changed my mind and went with a Nessie
POV…for some reason it is HIGHLY difficult for me to write in
2. Nahuel POV Renesmee: Eternally Yours Bk. 2This is a
completely DIFFERENT DIRECTION than what I actually ended up
posting…I just thought it was too talky and confusing…I don't
know!! But I hope you enjoy!
This is the scene where Nahuel is in South Africa Paralyzed
and we didn't know who was at the door after that cliff
My eyes fell into to disbelief; they were the last people I would
have expected to see. I didn't know what emotion I was feeling,
but confusion conquered me.
"Oh what a wonderful find!" Aro's voice said enthusiastically.
Too many things were running through my mind…how did he know I
was here? Had he gotten to Forks already…had my sister beat them
to the punch? So many questions I wanted to ask but couldn't.
"Jane…what is her name again?" Aro said out of the blue.
"Neatra" she stated coldly.
"Yes…Neatra that is it" he smiled walking closer to me "Hmm…" he
walked to the other side of me I was unable to see him now.
"Well…I see you didn't follow through with Renesmee Cullen, oh
excuse me Renesmee Black… it saddens me deeply…I believe we had a
I wanted to explain…I needed to ask where Hulien was…I was dying
with burning questions that I could not articulate.
"You are lucky though" his feet slowly walked in front of me. I
was able to move my neck slightly. It was hard to be excited
about my new mobility with Aro hovering directly over me. "I have
decided to give you another chance…but it all depends on where
your loyalties lie"
I had absolutely no clue what he was referring to…if his new deal
still involved me hurting Nessie in anyway then he could stop
speaking now…he would be wasting his time and energy.
I waited for him to continue as I was slightly able to move my
finger…relief was starting to take over my body, but I couldn't
enjoy the feeling of almost being free…what was going on in Aro's
head…how did he know I was here…why was he here?
"Contrary to belief …we do abide by our set rules" Aro said
wistfully. "…and we shall not punish anyone unless they have
broken any of those rules"
I had no clue what he was referring to, but I listened carefully.
"I should just cut to the chase shouldn't I" he smiled.
"We have another proposition for you" he paused before continuing
"Your sisters powers are by far the most intriguing I have ever
seen…in all of my years…did you know that?...well you don't know
this do you…"
Powers…? I had no clue what he was talking about…I had no clue
that Neatra had any other ability than what was expected from a
half human half vampire. Angst and nervousness coursed through
"I am assuming you didn't know because it's not mentioned even
once in your thoughts and memories" It seemed as if he were
speaking to himself.
"I should cut to the chase shouldn't I?" he stated with a gleeful
smile on his face…his voice light and care free.
"I was so intrigued by the thought of Renesmee that I didn't
consider any other options" he walked back towards the door
standing next to Jane. "The idea of the creature Renesmee would
create was exciting…wouldn't you say?"
I didn't answer for obvious reasons and I wouldn't have answered
if I could.
"Well little did I know how amazing your sister is…Hulien has
many recent memories of Neatra…did you know that?"
Hearing Hulien's name and not knowing if she were alive stabbed
at the depths of my being.
I quickly flashed back to when I'd first started speaking to
Neatra again how'd Hulien, Neatra and I spent a lot of time
together…none of those memories really seemed to stand out…I was
curious as to what Aro was referring to.
"Of course you wouldn't know because Hulien didn't tell you she
knew about Neatra's power"
Hulien knew? Why didn't she tell me? These questions were the
least of my problems at the moment though.
I really don't know where I was planning on going with that
Ch 20 extra Nahuel POV Renesmee: My Life and Yours…This is
After the Cullen's/ Wolf Pack find Nessie and Kill Serina…Aro is
"My apologies" he laughed "How rude of me…I actually need your
I didn't respond.
"Now, I had a small agreement with Renesmee's father Edward" Aro
explained as he walked back to his thrown I guess one would call
"That we could use his gift in exchange for the disposal of Joham
your father" he paused, then turned around as if waiting for my
reaction, I did not have one.
"Well" he continued "I'm sure Edward didn't think Joham would be
so easy to destroy…it turns out they didn't need our services at
all" he exclaimed.
"The only problem is, we did what we promised we showed up…now we
would like our fair share of the deal"
As he said the words, they completely didn't make since to me.
"So…you want me to steal Renesmee?" I said in shock and disgust
"No…No! My dear Nahuel I just simply want you to use your
That is it… I completely scrapped this because I had
absolutely NO clue where I was going with this either!! Lol!!
Any who I hope you enjoyed and sorry about this crazy delay on
Chapter 17 of Renesmee: Eternally Yours Bk. 2. I will be working
on it shortly but college and family issues have been kicking my