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Angel in the attic

Novel By: EmoTwilightLover
Fan fiction



Isabella Swan is a girl without hope. A mom that doesn't care, and an abusive dad. She has no friends, and is alone in the struggle to find hope for the future, or for life, for that matter. She has one thing keeping her going: her very own angel. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Aug 28, 2012    Reads: 98    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   


A/N: sorry i haven't updated lately, iv'e had writers block.

Chapter song: Evenesance: going under

Lyrics:

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm...

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under

Book cover: Angelintheatticbookcovr4booksie

Disclaimer: i don't own Twilight. That is why i'm a fanfiction writter.

Chapter 1: Lost

Bella pov:

It was a typical day in Forks; It was raining again. I remember it like it was yesterday, it was the day my mother left us. Apparently, Fun and drugs were more important than me and my dad. It was a week later that my life got even worse; my dad hit me, saying it was my fault my mother left us, and telling me if i hadn't been born, Renee would still love him; and would've stayed.

I knew better at the time; he and i both knew that was a lie, he just convinced himself it was true. I was only 12 at the time; confused as to what to do to get out of the situation i was in. By the time i hit 15, I realized it was lost hope. I felt i was alone; like i didn't belong, so, i gave up trying to get out. I gave up on life to early in the game. If only I'd waited until i was 16- just one more year, and i'd be free from the hell i'm living in. If only..





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