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my life is to painful

Novel By: kartz
Fan fiction


Tags: Fan, Fiction


there is a new girl in town Alice who has a really bad secret that she has been hiding for years can shun force it out of her or is it going to be too late to help I'm really crap at summaries and its on fan fiction.net please R&R and its got abuse in it and it does go into detail its just a little warning View table of contents...


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Submitted:May 5, 2014    Reads: 3    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   


~~Mira pov
"shun you cant go and tell her business to people"
(shun) "mira you know im right in doing so and don't tell me no different and if you do i know its a lie i know you would of done it sooner or later"
Finaly mira gave up i hate putting her in her place but i need to do whats right
That night i couldn't help thinking about her i put my ear to the wall and heard shouting and screaming then i heard someone chocked i thought it was Alice but i couldn't be sure then i heard someone shout Alice then i knew the one that was choking was Alice
(Alice's mum) "Alice no" stop she has clearly had enough"
There was silence for a couple of seconds the choking has stopped but then
(Alice's mum) "Alice what are you doing" then i heard the door slam just what is going on i thought to my self
(Alice) "mum i don't want you to get hurt so i shut you out" sorry"
(Alice's mum) "No Alice"
Then i heard screams and slaps and punches and violent coughs and Alice puking Then i heard groans and moans' coming from Alice's father then everything was silent I heard Alice here and there let out a little whimper and yelp i knew exactly wait until i get into school i will tell Mrs. Blossom
Alice pov
Finally father got off me but he then sat on my middle section and held my neck i couldent breath well i tried to breathe he glared at me and it gave me shivers down my spine litraly the he broke the silence
(alices father) know one must know whats going on in here and if they do god help you"
And after that he got off of me and as he did i gasped in pain he realy had done it rough this time i walked in the bathroom that was in my bedroom you see all middle and higher class has them anyways i walked in my bathroom and started to run a bath because i felt dirty from when he was touching me then i walked out the bathroom got my pj's and my mp3 player i placed it on the cabinet and stopped the tap and got in and started to scrub my self just then the mp3 play switched songs (hero by skillet)
I'm just a step away I'm just a breath away Losin' my faith today (Fallin' off the edge today)
I wonder how long it will be before things turn real bad
I am just a man Not superhuman (I'm not superhuman) someone save me from the hate
Can someone save me from all this bitterness and hate before it suffocates me and my mother
It's just another war Just another family torn (Falling from my faith today) Just a step from the edge Just another day in the world we live
I'm waiting for my time hydranoid i wonder how long now before were both berried under dirt but at least we will have wings and rest in peace in haven me and my mother right
(hydranoid) "Yes Alice"
I need a hero to save me now I need a hero (save me now) I need a hero to save my life A hero'll save me (just in time
I need shun to save me i recon hes the only one i think im in love with him maybe this is all a dream and shun isn't real and what if my mother is dead then its just me all alone then what will i do i started to cry
I've gotta fight today To live another day Speakin' my mind today (My voice will be heard today)
I wish my voice would be heared but is drowned out by screaming and slaps and if i speek my mind today all it will get me is big black bruises and a busted lip and a black eye so im not going to fight i had enough fighting for something that im clearly not going to win or get i started to sigh and started to listen to the song without any mental interruptions
I've gotta make a stand But I am just a man (I'm not superhuman) My voice will be heard today

It's just another war Just another family torn (My voice will be heard today) It's just another kill The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

[Chorus]

I need a hero to save my life I need a hero just in time Save me just in time Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right Who's gonna help us survive We're in the fight of our lives
(And we're not ready to die)

Who's gonna fight for the weak Who's gonna make 'em believe I've got a hero (I've got a hero) Livin' in me

I'm gonna fight for what's right Today I'm speaking my mind And if it kills me tonight (I will be ready to die)

A hero's not afraid to give his life A hero's gonna save me just in time

[Chorus]

I need a hero Who's gonna fight for what's right Who's gonna help us survive

I need a hero

Who's gonna fight for the weak Who's gonna make 'em believe I need a hero I need a hero

A hero's gonna save me just in time
Well i hope he does that was the last of my thoughts
I got out the bath and changed got my mp3 player of the cabinet and threw my self on the bed and slept
I woke up got changed in my baby blue dress and the same colour tights and thin cardigan and shoes which were sandals i covered my black eye and lip with my hair and i looked in the mira and i looked normal
Here we go back to school i opened my front door i grabbed my bag that had lunch already packed and i had a breakfast bar in my hand and put in my mp3 player and walked up the winding path it would of been no problem but yesterday took it out of me my legs felt like they were going to collapse i had small bruises on my neck and the3y were getting larger by the minuet I'm just surprise i held on for this long right i walked up the road listening to (emo emo Schneider by Santa mayfly -German)
(Verse1)
Sehe ich nach rechts
Sehe ich nach links
Ich bin in Storm unter dem Druck
Die Leute sehe mich nicht
Niemand, niemant sieht mich
Weil sehe sie nicht sich
Und mir haben nicht zu sagen
Laufe dorthin wo ist die Still
Sehe ich vorwarts
Sehe nicht ruckwarts
Das ist nicht ein Witz
Es ist funf vor sechs
Oben faden Blitze
Uten stohnen Geistse
Verschwinden -schwierigkeit
Aber ich mache mir nicht daraus

Chorus (2 times)
Emo, Emo Schneider
Emo, Emo Schneider
Emo, Emo, Emo, Emo Schneider

(Verse 2)
Bist du traurig - nein
Bist du traurig - nein
Es allen so - fein
Es allen so - fein
Rein is dein Blick, rein ist dein Blick
Tranen singen, tranen singen, tranen singen -tick!


Heute es ist Schwarz
Ich glaube
Morgen wird es Weiss
Und ich weiss
Lebens linien gleich fur allen
Immer immer gleich, stehe
Versuche zu vergessen
Losche alle was war gestern,
Nehme schweigend zigaretten
Suche feuer, zum Fluss ich trette

Chorus (2 times)
Emo, Emo Schneider
Emo, Emo Schneider
Emo, Emo, Emo, Emo Schneider

(Bridge)
Wenn Gehirnen leiden kaufe sich die Schneider
kaufe sich die, kaufe sich die, kaufe sich die Schneider
Wenn Gehirnen leiden kaufe sich die Schneider
kaufe sich die, kaufe sich die, kaufe sich die Schneider
kaufe sich die Schneider, wenn gehirnrn leiden, kaufe sich die schnieder, emo emo Schneider

Chorus
Emo, Emo Schneider
Emo, Emo Schneider
Emo, Emo, Emo, Emo Schneïder

Shun pov
"Hurry the hell up Dan"
(Dan) "Dude wait up what's the rush"
"i will tell you in brake"
(Dan) "Finally were at school we can sit down"
We entered the class room and i whispered some thing in Mrs. blossoms ear and she made an announcement out loud some thing i didn't want her to do
(Mrs. Blossom) "Could all the bakugan battle brawlers stay back except from Gus grav and could Alice stay back please
I watched Alice lift up her head and I saw a black patch i looked harder but couldn't see the rest Mrs. blossom left to go to the office just 2 minuets left then Mrs. blossom and my mother she nodded to me i knew why she was here to take alice to the hospital and find out what's going on my mother is a doctor and she knows a heck of a lot on bruises and things like that
Alice pov
I knew he would tell i knew it and who's this lady it might be a doctor they know there's only one thing make a b line for the door and run away know one must know just then i felt a sharp pain coming from my rips i clutched them and started to groan in pain the bell went and everyone not to my surprise made a b line for the door as did i but i was caught shun pulled me back and Mrs. blossom shut the door i looked down not wanting to meet their gaze but i felt it harden and i looked up and i saw shun let go of my hand and very gently try and move my hair out of my face i pushed his hand away which i shouldn't of done that
Just then Mira stepped forward and shuns mother held me and moved away my hair to revile my black eye and a busted lip
(Shuns mum) "i know someone has hit her because you only get those types of bruises when someone hits you Alice tell me has someone hit you"
She said it softly to me i wanted to tell them but i denied it and said "no"
Shun jumped in much to my disadvantage
(Shun) "She's lying"
(Shuns mother) "Look Alice if someone's hitting you i will find out and by the look of your face there is someone and if you don't tell me I will get social services involved"
"no ones hitting me alright I'm perfectly fine"
There's that sharp pain again i hugged my ribs and i collapsed screaming in pain then everything went black





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