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CHAPTER 53: CHECK-UPS AND WHEELCHAIRS

(Renesmee Black’s Point Of View)

Carlisle took the scanner thing off of my stomach and I covered it back up. We were in his office and I was on the bed. We had weekly Sunday check-ups and I noticed that now I had grown again. My pants were already getting a bit tight, but it was mostly just my stomach.

It took a while for me to walk since I was so big now. I was gaining weight like crazy. There was no way that after I had these kids I would go back to the size that I was in before. I weighed more than two hundred pounds and Carlisle doesn’t think that I am anywhere near done.

“They seem to be alright. The one is still smaller than the others. I think that it might’ve been conceived at a different time, but it seems to be okay so far.” Carlisle said.

I nodded and Jacob was behind me rubbing my shoulders. Jacob had been worrying about me all week. Especially when I kept falling if I stood up for too long.

“I was thinking of getting you a wheelchair Renesmee. I noticed that it was getting hard for you to walk and that is understandable. It’s been a little over four months. Five more or so to go. I think that you should do regular and daily leg exercises, but be in a wheelchair.” Carlisle explained.

“How big do you think I will get?” I asked him.

“It depends. There are very few people who have eight kids at once, but it also depends if your skin will stretch forward or you will go around kind of. They are still in a growing stage and all of them except for the one is three weeks ahead of normal growth. I don’t know about the smaller one. I can’t tell when it was conceived.” Carlisle explained.

I nodded.

“I’ll have to get one from the hospital. It’ll be a comfortable one. I’ll teach you how to use it.” Carlisle told me.

“Okay.” I said.

“Is there any medication she could take to help the smaller child? Jacob asked Carlisle.

“I’m afraid not. I don’t think that it will die though, but I don’t think that it will be completely healthy either.” Carlisle said.

I nodded and I took Jacob’s hands.

When Jacob looked at his watch he said, “I have to go. I start at seven. I’ll see you at ten tonight alright sweety?”

I nodded and he kissed my cheek and I kissed him back. The sun was just starting to come up and I watched him walk out of the door. It was a week since Rosalie was taken. Nothing around the house changed. Emmett was still in his room and wouldn’t let anyone in. Jacob had been tired lately because of his job, but he said that he was making money and that was what he was going for. I haven’t seen too much of him lately, but he always stayed up until eleven with me no matter how tired we were. It was our hour alone where we could do anything we wanted.

“Carlisle?” I asked him.

He turned around to look at me. He grabbed a chair from the corner and brought it up so that he was sitting in front of me. He gave me his full attention and took my hand.

“What is it?” he asked me.

I gulped.

“Will I live?” I asked.

He looked me over. I knew that I could never talk about this to Jacob. It would break his heart. It would hurt him. Though he knew the possibility I knew that he didn’t want to press worry on it because he knew that he would loose his mind not knowing and waiting for his answer.

“I think so. Yes you’ve been getting weaker, but I still think that if you eat enough and drink a lot that you will be fine.” Carlisle answered.

I nodded and he leaned over to kiss my cheek. I smiled at him and he stroked some hair out of my face.

“I don’t think that anything will kill you. I don’t think that any of us would allow it.” Carlisle told me.

I felt tears come to my eyes. Carlisle gently stroked them away and asked, “what’s wrong?”

“I wish my parents were here.” I whispered.

Carlisle just rubbed my hands and put his arm around my shoulders. He held me close and held me as I cried. I felt like I could cry all day if I wished. I just wished that my mom would be here right now telling me that everything was going to be okay. I wish that my dad was here to hold me.

Everyone I loved was being ripped from my arms. I don’t know if I could bare it any longer. All I knew was that if something was to happen to Edward, EJ, or Jacob that I would completely loose it. I would rather die then loose any one of them. I couldn’t loose them. I just couldn’t.

I just want all of this to be over.

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