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Leaving Amber

Novel By: ShaunaLeigh
Fan fiction



Beyond the impossible...an imprint broken...a soul flitting back and forth...another familiar with loss...forgiving the unforgivable...and leaving her behind- forever.

When former members of Sam’s pack return, a pack of their own is not the only thing they bring. Kyle’s imprint Amber may have convinced everyone to accept them, but the girl who brought them together turns out to be tearing the new pack apart. All comes to the surface when Ryan attacks her for leaving him for imprint, something Leah Clearwater is all too familiar with.
With Amber dying and coming back to life, the battle against permanent death is becoming more and more difficult. The only thing that can save her is what most wolves consider a death sentence in itself- vampire venom. Kyle has to decide whether to let Amber live a life without him as a vampire, or the other option of waiting on the ultimately unavoidable.

Disclaimer- I do not own Twilight, these characters (apart from some) belong to Stephanie Meyer. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Dec 20, 2010    Reads: 51    Comments: 4    Likes: 2   


Chapter15- Leah Clearwater

Lucky number 15 Jessie my lovely! This chapter is dedicated to Jessie, or as you may know her twilightandsoftballfan15. She became my friend and a dedicated reader before even joining Booksie officially which is beyond awesome. Not only has she been an amazing friend but she's given brilliant feedback. Her writing is just as great as her personality. Jessie I love you, thank you so much for being such an awesome person! You make my day with every comment. I'm lucky to have met you.

Kyle ran out of the house shuddering with the tremors vibrating through him. Jake followed him shouting.

"Kyle what is it man?!" he yelled.

Kyle ignored him, darting into the woods. I looked wildly over at Jake.

"Leah I don't-"

I ignored him. I ran after Kyle, not even stopping when my lace came loose and I lost a trainer somewhere along the way. I could see Kyle's figure up ahead but he'd gotten a good head start and I needed him to hesitate if I was going to catch up.

"Kyle wait up would you!" I cried as I felt my other trainer begin to loosen.

"I can't."

It looked like I'd be waiting on that moment of hesitation for a while. His feet pounded against the ground so hard that birds flew off, alarmed. He must have realised that eventually he'd come to the cliff. I mean he did used to live in La Push and all of the guys go cliff diving. They all feel the need to prove themselves.

"Kyle the cliff's up ahead you'll have to stop eventually," I called.

He continued running and I soon realised what he was going to do. I watched as he came to the cliff and paused at the rocky edge. I took the chance to catch up but I waited in the shade of the trees for him to dive. He was breathing hard and running his hands through his hair like his head was pounding as hard as his feet had.

He didn't dive, he jumped. I ran to the edge and watched him crash wildly into the water below. I didn't see him come back up to the surface. Even though I knew he was a werewolf and he could hardly accidentally drown I panicked. I braced myself and dived after him, head first off the rock.
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I felt the rush of the air going past me and then, eventually, my hands hitting the water before any other part of me.The icy temperature didn't bother me at all but I knew it was cold. I sliced through the water and as soon as I was deep enough I opened my eyes. Kyle wasn't far away from me and he was working to stop himself going to the surface. I tried to give him a what-are-you-doing look but his eyes were shut. I swam over, grabbed his arm and pulled him upwards.
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I broke the surface of the water and Kyle's head came up a second afterwards. He gasped for air and choked up water.His thick dark hair was wet and flat on his head. His fringe was covering his eyes and he pushed it back. His face was inches from mine. He was close enough for me to see the colour of his eyes exactly.
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"Kyle, are you crying?" I asked panicked. His eyes were red and I realised that the water dripping from them were tears, mingled with the water.
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I shouldn't care but for some reason I do. I've known him for a day but honestly I can't stop myself from caring. When I'm acting like my usual angry difficult self he doesn't react like other people. He looks at me like he understands me but still wants to understand me more. I can't help but want to understand him too. I could use any of these reasons to explain why I dived after him. But then again I could just say I'm an idiot, and it looked like he was trying to drown himself. It sounds slightly less insane.
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"Tell me what to do Leah!" he begged.
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That's when the tears glistening on his face and the agony in his eyes really hit me. His tortured expression had that scorching imprinted gaze that was fixed on me. It burned right through any restraint I had. Without even thinking I slipped my hand down from his arm and held his hand.
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"Tell me Kyle," I whispered. "Why the hell did you just make me jump off a cliff?"
"You said you wanted Sam to be happy right? Even if you couldn't be with him you wanted the best for him," he said.
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"What's Sam got to do with any of this?" I asked.
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"Am I a horrible person? I just don't want her to leave me," he asked.
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"What makes you think she's going to leave you?" I asked perplexed.
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How could he doubt his imprint? Amber wasn't ever going to leave him. She'd given in to the imprint and even left Ryan for him. I couldn't even imagine what could have happened to make him come to this conclusion. I hung on to his hand even when he wiped his eyes. It was as hot as mine but it felt almost too warm. The icy water around us was beginning to feel warm. We were too close to each other's faces.
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"Kyle, answer me. What makes you think she's going to leave you?" I demanded.
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"Leah I can't let them take Amber away from me. How can I be with her if she's like them?"
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"Like them?"
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"I've got to decide," He said, "whether to let her die or be one of them. That doctor says he'll change her into a vampire."
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"They want to change her into a blood sucker," I said blankly.
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He nodded.
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Vampires are werewolves' natural enemies. Everything about them repels us. Their scent is so disgustingly sweet that it hurts our noses. The fact they suck the life out of you is horrific enough. Amber is Kyle's imprint. She's his reason for living. She's his soul mate, the girl who is made for him so they are perfect for each other in every way. They love each other- it's just fact.
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How can you let your imprint become a vampire? I stared at the water droplets that clung to his eyelashes and the red rings underneath his eyes.
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"I don't think I can do it," he said.
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"You're not going to," I said fiercely.
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"I have to," he whispered, "if I don't Amber's gone. If she's a vampire at least she's still here even if she's not my Amber anymore. I get to keep her in some way."
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"Kyle if she's a vampire you've lost her. She'll be a filthy leech. She'll have to drink blood to survive. You'll be nothing to her," I shouted.
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"I know she won't be the same. Nothing will be the same and I get that. But if I don't that doctor told me what will happen. Even if she pulls through this she won't be the same. Eventually I'm going to lose her for good," he said.
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"What do you mean for good Kyle? You haven't lost her yet, she's still here. Remember? She could pull through this and end up okay! If not then sorry, but would you really rather she be like them?" I said desperately.
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I wanted to shake him or slap him again but I just couldn't. Not when he was like that. I couldn't do it when he was this upset no matter how selfish he was being. I felt like hitting myself then. How could I call him selfish?
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"I have lost her Leah. She died."
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I felt cold, like I could finally feel the iciness of the water. "What do you mean she died?"
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"She died earlier today before I went to see you. For a second there she was gone. When I looked at her today I realised. I could feel it. I've lost her," he said.
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I couldn't doubt him when his eyes were burning into mine. Pain and loss were etched on to his face. I felt my hand shaking and it was him, positively shaken by the truth of his words.
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"Your imprint broke?"
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He nodded, the tears dripping steadily down his cheeks. They looked never-ending. I felt more useless than I had ever felt before. I had no idea about imprint. I couldn't tell him I knew how he felt because I'd be lying. He brushed the tears from his eyes.
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"Leah she's dead now. She's dead."
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"What are you talking about Kyle? How can she become a vampire if she's dead? You said she died for a moment? Did she die again? Kyle, speak to me. Tell me damn it!"
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We were close enough so that I could feel his breath on my face. I could feel the heat of his skin inches away. My breath was coming fast from shouting. I glanced at his lips before he looked back up from the water at me.
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"I know I'll do it in the end," he said dejectedly.
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I had no clue what to say to him. Now the silence seemed never-ending as well. He swallowed before he managed to speak again.
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"I know I'm going to do it. I'm too selfish not to," he spat furiously wiping his eyes.
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It hit me hard how much I wanted to change things for him. I wanted to rewind time, stop Ryan from killing her. He'd needed Amber and now he didn't- he just wanted her. It was all he could think about. Now he could do something about it and he was going to. He was determined and he was selfish.
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I knew he was selfish. I knew from the moment I met him what sort of guy he was.
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"I hope you don't Kyle," I told him.




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