I laid in my bed thinking. A mistake? I had ran away from him as he stood there looking down. When home I cried hard into my pillow. My face was tear stained and the smell of fresh cookies filled my nose with its sent. Standing I heard the alarm, that was to inform me they were done, went off. Walking down the hall into the putting on my mittens and opened the oven smelling the cookies as they raised a little. I pulled them out setting them on the counter and blew on one of the cookies I had in my un gloved hand. It burned but I didn't care, I had a glass of milk next to me so I took one bite and took a drink of milk quickly burning my tongue.
Bit marks were all over the cookies and now gone. What? I only made five! Mistake. It wrong in my ears. Am I a mistake? Curling up in my bed I touched my mark. Fang flashed before my eyes and I felt my heart pound in my chest and my eyes get blurry with tears. My head hit the wall and I picked up my pillow ,screaming into it and started to cry. Tears soaked my pillow. "A mistake.." I whispered feeling my heart feel heavy as I cried even harder.
Mistake. All you are is a mistake Kara. You were never meant to be. Just a mistake! I kept telling myself. " You stupid dumb ass! He doesn't want you!" I yelled at my self. Pain is all I felt. Simple pain. It might be simple but powerful, it was ripping at my heart and soul making me feel just that. The pain of my hurt heart. I just froze feeling her presence near him and hatred raged inside of me. " Death." I walked out my house bare with my clothes on standing on the porch. Getting on my stomach I thought of my self ripping her to shreds.
I ran at her my breath ragged and my heart pumped up for a all out death battle. I tackled her down biting her neck drawling blood and started to pull my head upward. Hearing her yelps for help made me feel powerful. I flung her into a tree hearing her bone break. Hate. Your going to die. I told her seeing the fear in her eyes. I yelped feeling someones teeth at my leg. MOTHER FUCKER! I yelled at who ever was biting me and I flung my self back wards clawing at the wolf's face blood dripping from their mouth as... My eyes widen. Fang stared at me. Forgive me.... I was going to cry again. I could feel my self wanting to get back to killing his stupid mate but my heart was to heavy. I limed back to my house in my human form. My leg was torn and I passed out on my lawn.
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