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1/27/08 'ULTRA-TINY'

A MILLI-SECOND AGO I DID NOT EXIST--BOOM--HERE I AM BUT I AM SO SMALL I CANNOT SEE MYSELF--I SEE OBJECTS OF ALL TYPES & SIZES & COLORS--I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ANY OF THESE THINGS ARE--AT THIS MOMENT I SEEM TO BE STILL--OOPS -I SAID THAT TOO QUICK--NOW I AM MOVING SO FAST THAT ALL THE OBJECTS I SAW A MOMENT AGO--ARE NOW JUST A BLUR--

NOW I SEEM TO BE GOING UP AND DOWN AT A VERY FAST RATE--NOW I CAN TELL I AM ALSO GOING IN CIRCLES --WHERE AM I GOING ? AND WHY ??

NOW A SUDDEN STOP - I SEE SOMETHING SO LARGE THAT I HAVE NO WAY OF EXPRESSING ITS SIZE--I STILL CANNOT SEE MYSELF-

NOW I AM GOING IN A PATH OF SHARP TURNS AND 90 DEGREE CHANGES OF DIRECTION--I HIT OBJECTS BUT DO NOT FEEL ANY DISCOMFORT--I JUST BOUNCE AND GLANCE OFF IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS--I WISH I KNEW WHAT I AM AND DO I HAVE A PURPOSE--

SUDDENLY SOMETHING HITS ME AND IT HURTS--THIS CAUSES ME TO GO INTO MOVEMENTS I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED--NOW ANOTHER SUDDEN STOP--I SEE MILLIONS OF SMALL OBJECTS-- I DO NOT KNOW IF I AM THEIR SIZE BECAUSE I STILL CANOT SEE MYSELF-

'BANG' -I AM FORCED INTO A HIGH SPEED IRREGULAR MOVEMENT--

I SEE NO POSSIBILITY OF SEEING MYSELF OR LEARNING MY PURPOSE OR WHERE I AM GOING--

I FIND THIS TO BE THE STRANGEST OF SITUATIONS--WILL THIS GO ON FOREVER FOR ME--OR IS IT POSSIBLE MY MYSTERY WILL END SOME DAY-----ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT AND HOPE----BECAUSE REGARDLESS--I HAVE NO CONTROL OF ANY THING----------------------

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