stevens p.o.v

paiges parents both stood up at the same time , paiges mum had a big red puffy eyes and a bright red nose'' after 6 hours of surgry paige has ..... survived she will be moved to intensive care and will be looked after real well until she wakes up '' the doctor said while looking down at his clip bored

'' YES !!!! '' everyone said at the same timethe doctor told us that he will let us know when we can see paige

liam looked like he was going to have a heartattack , ryan well ryan was flirted with some nurses who thought he was a complete asshole

lisa was hugging onto jake ever so tight , jake just looked like if lisa hugged any tighter he would pop haha

4 hours later

paiges parents and lisa got to go see her first considiring they were closest to her , well that was 2 hours ago

paiges dad and mum came out followed by lisa

ryan had his go to see her , even doe he didnt deserve it and then jake went it in after but lisa went with him oh and liam got to see her to even doe he didnt want to

FINALLY it was my go , if i didnt get to see her sooner i would of exploded

i walked down the long narrow hallway , it was white and dark , the lights were bearly working doe!

i seen the room that had paiges name on it

i put my hand to the door knob and turned it

all i seen was a bed with paige in it , hooked to a load of machines and it was ever so silent

i walked over to her and sat on the bed , i put her hand in mine , she had such tiny hands

she was really cold and her hands felt like ice

i kept staring at her over and over again asking myself why did i let this happen , it was more my falut then it was liam

well it was all 3 of ours falut and we were going to make it up to her some how

i just wanted her to wake up and tell her everything is going to be ok but she was just lieing there helpless

i felt tears come to my eyes , i wiped them away with my spare hand

i bet down and kissed her forehead and whispered in her ear hoping she could hear me :

''paige i am so sorry for what happened , i wish i could go back and redo what i did , you no liam is nearly having a heartattack out there i think he will be in the room next to yours ( i smiled right there ) see paige when i came here i thought ireland is just going to be like new york , you pick your girl , date them for months and lose intreset in them but when i seen you i new i'd be with you forever , please paige wake up .........................................i love you ''

i picked up her hand that was in my hand and kissed it and walked out

i walked by her parents and sat beside mine , i just cried my eyes out my parents didnt no what to do there 17 year old boy was crying , do we hug him? , tell him everything is going to be ok ? , then i felt my mum's hands go around me i clinged onto her like a helpless 5 year old whoes afaird of a dog

1 week later

paige hasnt woke up yet , everyone is really worried the doctors told us she would wake up at least at 4 days but she hasnt , she has stopped breathing 3 times , i think my heart stopped to

i have missed 5 days of school , havent slept a wink , havent ate anything only drank coffee

lisa has been here alot to , she a really good mate to paige , when just me and lisa were in the room , lisa would tell me all the good moment and best times , they had together like

at paiges 15 birthday , they went to a disco and this guy kept checking her out and paige got so pissed she actully walked right up him and told him '' quit staring , glue your eyes to someone that likes you'' and then she walked right out of the disco

and one time lisa painted paiges face pink and paige painted lisa's face orange

thats when i looked at paige and she was staring right at us .....