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A spur of the moment out of new and suppressed anger. This was not really meant to be liked it was just me venting


Submitted:May 2, 2013    Reads: 8    Comments: 2    Likes: 0   


Thinking, plotting and wondering now
could I watch my anger run this ship aground
Not worried about the casualties lost
for without their deaths I couldn't describe my loss
well not really a loss but its not a gain in fact i feel somewhat the same just a clearer vision of my pitted anger
but the thoughts i wonder what seperates me from a strangler,
what is it that keeps my sanity, is it because I over think irrationality
so what is it that keeps me from cutting their throats
what differs them in my mind as something other than goats
pigs in a slaughterhouse or lambs to the slaughter what draws this line in my mind I ponder
I sit and I think, I think and I wonder
The answers come clear, one by one the first thing i say
it would be too easy although the satisfaction would be great, to please my mind to watch them sqwerm writhing in pain
As I look them in their eyes saying your the one to blame
you brought this on yourself you forced my hand
I let it go before but this was your last chance
I was kind I was nahhh! can't call you all friends
because if you we're friends you wouldn't be dead in the end
a betrayal has happen a line was crossed and now because of this my sanity was lost I guess somewhere in the mix my mind was lost, but at what cost, the joy of getting rid of the spark of my anger or maybe Ill hang them with a hanger, metal not plastic for obvious reasons and hear my mind sing "t'is the season" I thank you all for indulging my fantasy for I hope that it will never come to be but if it does I want you all to know that this is not a confession first and for most and those people I mentioned well as you kno in my mind they had to go.




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