What are these feelings i get, i wonder and think why do i have this feelings.Feelings of love and hate? Feelings of lust and anger? What are they, are these feelings of memories i supress or remember? Or the actions of the day its so hard to remember. One moment i'm happy and mirthful and the next all emo. I get soo confused with myself i just don't want to think at all, but we all got to coop with it. Not only that i get feelings of tingliy sensations that get me so turned on, dreaming of ways i would like to get touched. The feeling of wanting it... it feels so good striping down to my nakeness. I feel like ahhh and ohhh and want to be grabed by the thighs, being squezzed by the one i like or so call "love". Having his arms holding me thight his hands moving up and down my back so thigh and warm. His face against my face. Both breathing heavily touching each other. Then being tied up like a bondage doing me the way he wants. Then un tie my and handcuffing him arms behind him on top of him and doing so rhym movements... the night would be great.Unhadcuffing him then him on top of me and doing it more squezzing my body so smooth and hard. Opening up my legs sliding his hands down to my ankles squezzing them at the same time. Feeling attraction, love, care, being wanted, and being there with me the next day. That would be when i have my husband when i'm over my 25's.