Some unkept promises ,some unsaid words
Some concerns that wasnt shown.
Doctor say sorry we cannt do anything more,
to save you from the monster of tomb
My mind immediately jump out from that hospital room
into the world of concerns.
"papa I need laptop".
"papa I need guitar".
How my kids would manage without me
to whom they would look upto in the times of need
"I dnt like the morning tea without you".
"my day dnt end nicely without talking to you"
How my wife will spend her time
she wnt enjoy her bed tea and gossip session at night.
How unlucky I am
I wnt be able to see my kids growing young
How my daughter will look at day of her wedding
What my son would become,yes definately a respectable men
Oh! I forget to tell her
that bills are still to be paid
Oh god how they will manage all without me
My sickness is not so painful
as are my concerns!!
The sound of her steps and chit chat of my kids
bring me back to world I am going to leave
"Come my kids I want to hug you tight
Listen,papa is going for some work and will come late
so in mean time manage your things well and take care of your name
I know your are brave and will live upto the mark"
My eyes shifted to her
she was quiet and I have no consoling words for her
I hug her and said "love you my love"
after this silence prevails................