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|Member Since:||Jun 13, 2010|
Posted: Jun 17, 2010
My screwed up mind rendered this little piece. I have no...
Welcome. Below you will find sections made for your convienence. Thank you for stopping by.
About me: I am a 18 year old female and reside in the state of Ohio. I love to argue and debate, but also write. I use to play softball and basketball, as well as one year or so of volleyball. I frequently wonder upon Booksie, so if I am on, please chat me up if you feel the need. As a student in college, I lead a pretty busy life. I am involved in Psychological Research, Hall Counsil, and a student government position. I also work in a nursing home. My goal is to become a psychologist and I am currently working on a Bachelor's in Psychology.
My Writings: I write about things that are very near and dear to me, I believe my heart is very icy. I do not care for many people at all. So, my writing reflects that. I use my sadness to fuel it, as well as my experiences in order to write (hopefully) skillfully and clearly. So, Please leave a comment telling me how I am doing. I write poetry and short stories mostly, and already have a wide variety on my page. Check them out if you will.
Why Do I Write?: I write to try to help someone out there. I write about depression/self harm/ eating disorders/ stress/ cutters/ insanity/ suicide/ any combination of the above and much more. Why do I write about such obscure topics? Because I know what it's like to be broken hearted, and feeling like you can't be saved. Some of this material could be very triggering, and I appologize but that is just what I was feeling at the time.
I know what it's like. I've been there. And I'm still here. <3
Everyone struggles and I try to record those moments on a tiny laptop screen in the dead of night. If you're curious... I have self harmed. I have thought about suicide. I have thought about not eating and I have done it. I have been obsessed with my weight and still have been the fat one. I have chewed and then spit out my food. I have cried my eyes out late at night in my pillow so no one would hear. I have been hurt. I have and sometimes do feel alone.
I have been where you are now/have been.
And that it why I write.
Because someday I know it will change. It will get better. I'll find love and happiness. I will be comfortable with my body. I will be confident and sexy.
It just takes time. And writing helps ease the pain until then.
Hopefully my writing will become your biggest drug.
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