|Favorite book:||Heavier than heaven, The long hard road out of hell, God hates us all|
|Member Since:||Jan 25, 2012|
I'm a drunkard.
I'm a writer.
I'm a masochist.
I'm me. ...unfortunately.
"You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak and I could never understand.
I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me, and I swear,
that not a single force on earth could stop the trembling of my hand,.” – Jordan Dreyer.
"Tonight I'm coming home in a coma if it fucking kills me." - Keith Buckley.
"The alcoholic is the last true hopeless romantic." - Keith Buckley.
"It’s my purgatory, really, inner drinks, whatever. I’m never really all that interested, but I find myself telling her how beautiful she is anyway. ‘Cause it’s true, all women are, in one way or another. You know, there’s always something about every damn one of you, it’s a smile, a curve, a secret. You ladies really are the most amazing creatures, my life’s work. But then there’s the morning after, a hangover, and the realization that I’m not quite as available as I thought I was the night before. And then she’s gone, and I’m haunted by yet another road not taken."- Hank Moody.
"We both want the same thing.
Bad poetry and assaults at the bar." - Keith Buckley.
“Don't call this an art project.
this is science, this is progress.
and don't pretend these are heartfelt words, we are
children dressed as surgeons but disturbed by the sight of our scars.
and now we carry scalpels to trace the scarring resting somewhere
on the line between my house, your heart and into your home.
where you lay sleeping like a ceiling fan in winter,
gently turning as the wind reaches its fingers through the window
just to hold you, like i held you.
pressed like a rose between my fingers or like stones
i keep in pockets meant to weigh me underwater.” – Jordan Dreyer
"I know I never used to feel like this. I used to never think of death or hear voices.
I used to feel Like everything was perfectly in order, a normal life, but I guess then came a departure." - Jordan Dreyer
“I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
I was the glue that kept my friends together.
Now they don't talk and we don't go out.
I used to know the name of every person I kissed.
But now I've made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.” - Jesse Lacey.
"Small, simple, safe price. Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die; I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid. To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything, Especially a fucking knife!" - Bert McCracken.
"I see all this potential, and I see squandering. Goddamn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off." - Fight Club.
"I'm caught up in the heartless disorder of a Friday night." - Keith Buckley.
"I will cherish this love for the rest of my night." - Keith Buckley.
"People seem to be getting dumber and dumber. You know, I mean we have all this amazing technology and yet computers have turned into basically four figure wank machines. The internet was supposed to set us free, democratize us, but all it's really given us is Howard Dean's aborted candidacy and 24 hour a day access to kiddie porn. People... they don't write anymore, they blog. Instead of talking, they text, no punctuation, no grammar: LOL this and LMFAO that. You know, it just seems to me it's just a bunch of stupid people pseudo-communicating with a bunch of other stupid people at a proto-language that resembles more what cavemen used to speak than the King's English." - Hank Moody.
"We all carry these things inside that no one else can see.
They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea.
I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see.
But if I don't believe in him, why would he believe in me?" - Bring Me The Horizon.
"The sun goes down and so does she." - Bring Me The Horizon.
"This is a rock and roll take over, living each day one night at a time" - Keith Buckley.
“Now men with purple hearts carry silver guns.
And they'll kill a man for what his fathers done.
But what my father did. You know it don't mean shit.
I'm not him.” - Conor Oberst.
“I sit home and drink alone.
And hope that bottle speaks
Like you, like us, like me.” - Andy Hull.
“whoever called night a blanket,
had never the felt the cold.” – Jordan Dreyer.
"We are the death of the party.
We are the life of the funeral." - Keith Buckley.
“Dear everyone I ever really knew,
I acted like an asshole so I could keep my edge on you.
Ended up abusing even those I thought immune.
I killed the kingdom with one move,
And now it's time to move.” - Andy Hull.
"Home Is Where You Hang Yourself." - Keith Buckley.
"You said my heart sounded like a payphone in the rain.
Distorted, distant, scrambled and desperate.
Baby, I swear to god tonight I am sober.
It's the reception between us that's failing." - Keith Buckley.
“I'll weave your names into my ribcage; lock your hearts inside my chest.
Regain the passion I once carried; do away with all the rest.
I tore the sickness from your bodies; smashed its head against the bricks.
I made a castle from its bones that you may always dwell in it.
So sing for every buried moment that you'd thought would never end.
And sing your fears about the future; and a dirge for faded friends.
For all the love that you had held to, why it somehow failed to keep.
And sing each minute you've been frightened; every hour that you've lost sleep
And sing for all your friends and family; sing for those who didn't survive.
But sing not for their final outcome; sing a song of how they tried.
We live amidst a violent storm; leaves us unsatisfied at best,
So fill your heart with what's important, and be done with all the rest.
We are what's left of what we once were
We are falling far behind.” – Jordan Dreyer.
"My tongue is the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart." - Jesse Lacey.
"Give me the strength to be widowed now that the honeymoon's over" - Keith Buckley.
"The greatest lovers were murderers first"- Keith Buckley.
“The end of paralysis, I was a statuette.
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench.
And when I press the keys, it all gets reversed.
The sound of loneliness makes me happier.” - Conor Oberst.
“We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain.” - Conor Oberst.
"You say this is suicide? I say this is a war.
And I'm losing the battle." - Bring Me The Horizon.
“Ain't this the bloodiest mess in the world? Said the virgin, a torn little girl.
Boy, you went and made a sweet wreck of my soul, and I've already forgiven you– Jordan Dreyer.
“'Cause if I cant make myself feel better
how am I supposed to expect anyone else to give a shit.” - Conor Oberst.
"Theres no difference between being holy and alone.
That's why I'm eagerly fleeing the scene." - Keith Buckley.
"Hey there girls, I'm a cunt." - Keith Buckley.
"Trust me, I'm still with you somewhere. I just wish it was here." - Keith Buckley.
“I have my drugs, I have my woman.
They keep away my loneliness.
My parents they have their religion
but sleep in seperate houses.” - Conor Oberst.
"Hearts aren't beating they're counting down." - Keith Buckley.
"I'll be spinning in my grave for the rest of my life." -Keith Buckley.
“Oh, how selfish of myself to always say that it was more than I could take,
like it was pain I could not shake,
like it could break me with its fingers, throw my body in the lake,
and I would slowly sink away
but the Truth is it was sorrow that I made and would not face.
See, I keep falling for the future after tripping on the past.
And I am always tearing sutures out to make the anguish last like it defines me.
Or reminds me I've found comfort in my suffering
and uncertainty in happiness and death,
because what's next is such a mystery to me.
I am terrified of all the things I feel but cannot see.
Friends and family, put your hand into my hand and lay your head into my chest.
You are all that I have left here
We are all that we have left.
We are the lovers, We are the last of our kind.
Link your arms and keep your chin up
and I swear that we'll be fine.
We are the lovers, We are the last of our kind.” – Jordan Dreyer.
“I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans.
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent.” - Jesse Lacey.
"We'll sing the glory of the gospel for some whiskey and a skin flick.
Hallelujah." - Keith Buckley.
“Now and again it seems worse than it is.
But mostly the view is accurate.” - Conor Oberst.
“I am the greatest man that never lived and now I never sleep
I never lost a fight but never knew I started one.” - Andy Hull.
"It's better to burn out than to fade away." - Kurt Cobain.
“When in Rome we shall do as the Romans, when in Hell we do shots at the bar." - Keith Buckley.