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How would you keep calm and believe?

Article By: myworldwars
Gay and lesbian

I've been struggling for a while with a girl I'm dating. She's heading off to college and I have no idea what to do. Anyone think they could give ideas? And list if you've ever had this happen in any kind of situation.

Submitted:May 16, 2012    Reads: 16    Comments: 3    Likes: 1   

What would you do if the love of your life was miles away and moving even further away from you come this summer? My girlfriend, whose name I will not say because of privacy, already lives more then half way across the U.S from me and she's graduating from high school next week. We talked about what we were going to do when I got old enough to be able to live with her, and this subject came up. Why not move in with me after you graduate and go to college in the state I live in? A long silence occurred and I thought I had said something wrong. She texted me back saying "I've already chosen a college in Cali." Right then and there I felt my heart drop. I wanted to tell her how I felt, but couldn't get the nerve to do so. She could sense that I was in pain... By sensing I mean by a bound we have. Me and my girl have this spiritual bond kind of thing, where if one hurts the other can feel it, and so on and so forth. I denied it though and then soon just stopped talking to her that day. This week is almost over, and my birthday is soon to be here. I wanted to be able to talk to her all day on my birthday, but that's the day she is gradutating, so I wont be able to do anything. In a way I feel useless, because I can't be by her side when she graduates. Then once summer ends, will our relationship end as well? I'm scared... That I'll lose the girl that stole my heart Valentines Day 2011. Will she wait for me? Or will she get bored of having to wait and move on...?


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