PART 1: NICOLAUS THERON ~stubborn~
Sun… It is so bright. It is so warm. It helps drying the laundry. Sun only existed during the day. So bright… it blinded me. Darkness is where I belong. They say I was born in darkness and I should live in darkness. They say I was stubborn. They say they left me in the darkness beside my mother's cold body for a month but I still live. They threw me on the street, but I still live. They tried to drown me in the pool, but I still live. I was stubborn. So, they made me took my mother's place as the house's slave. Stubborn? What is the meaning to it? Does 'living' means 'stubborn'? I don't know.
My fingers are burning from rubbing the sheets for too long. It's itchy and it feels hot. What do I call that? The red colored fingers of mine? What is the name to this weight in my heart? I have no idea. When people hit me, I bleed and it bruises all over. But what is the name to that that I had in my heart?
Sun... I wake up. I'm stubborn. I live. I'm useless. I'm an eyesore. I'm a burden. I'm a slave. I'm a piece of nothing. That's what they called me. Then I am all of that. Because without it all, who am I?