Joe awoke first the next morning, and immediately felt surprised to find Graham still cuddled into his body. Then, above the surprise, rose comfort. He realised suddenly just how much he'd missed cuddling up to someone at night. His arms automatically tightened around Graham's torso, pulling him closer. Graham shifted slightly, and moved deeper into Joe's body, before he woke suddenly. He stifled a yawn and stretched, before he looked up at Joe.
"This was the best night's sleep I've had in a long time… I've missed contact… just having someone there when I go to sleep, and when I wake up… I missed it." Joe paused. "You don't realise how much you touch someone in a day." Graham sat for a moment longer. Joe's eyes were burning, pulling Graham in. Joe scanned Graham's handsome face. He slid his hand over Graham's cheek, feeling the growth of whiskers against his palm.
Graham closed his eyes, biting back a moan as Joe's warm hand caressed him. He felt Joe's hand tighten over his neck, and before he could stop, Joe pulled their lips together. Graham moaned in protest, tried to pull back, before the warmth of Joe's body overwhelmed him. Graham sank into the kiss, settled his body on top of Joe's, pressing their lips harder together. Joe wrapped his arms around Graham, pulled him in closer. Graham looked at him for a moment, before his body took over from his mind. He slammed Joe back against the mattress, catching hold of Joe's wrists and pinning them to the headboard, high above his head. He pressed his hips against Joe's, just for a second, before he drew back fully. Joe's eyes were on him, searching. There was something irresistible in his gaze. Joe's hips were tingling where Graham's had just touched his, his whole body numb.
"You know…" said Joe slowly. "I've never felt nervous before being with a girl before… Now you're making me nervous."
"I'm glad you said that last bit." Said Graham. "I thought for a moment you were calling me a girl."
"Well… You sort of are." Said Joe. "At least, you're the girl in this relationship."
"You think?" Graham growled. "You think I'm going to stay a bottom for the rest of my life?" Joe looked at him.
"You mean you're planning on…?" Graham raised his eyebrows.
"Yeah… Have you not thought about it?" Joe shook his head.
"I just figured… you were either one or the other, and since I've fucked you every time, I figured you were an other and I was a one." Graham laughed.
"Some couples are like that." He said. "But I'm not going to be in a relationship like that." Joe bit his lip, looking worried. "Listen… it does hurt a little at first. But afterwards, it gets really good… Why do you think I do it so much?" He grinned. Joe was still looking unsure.
"But if I do that…" He paused, wary of offending Graham. "It's like… I'm actually gay. And," he added quickly. "What if I hate it? You just said yourself you wouldn't spend your life as an other." Graham grinned at Joe's wording, but frowned at his meaning.
"First, it's either top or bottom." He said. "Secondly, if you hate it, we can try again. Sometimes the first time is awful. I hated it the first three or four times, but afterwards I loved it. And about your first point… What's wrong with being gay?" His voice took on an icy quality.
"Nothing," said Joe. "I just… I don't know whether I am. I mean, I like you. I like touching you and kissing you, but… I don't get hard at the thought of touching Tony, or any of my other guy friends."
"Did you get hard for every woman you ever saw?" Graham asked.
"So why would you get hard for every guy?" Joe shrugged.
"But… What if I do hate it?" He whispered. "I don't want you to go." Graham looked over at him.
"Let's just take it one thing at a time." He said finally. "I… I don't want to go either." He thought for a while. "Tell you what…" He got up and went out into the hall. Joe heard him rummaging inside one of his suitcases before he came back into the bedroom. He was carrying a black box.
"This is my box of many things." Graham grinned. "First time, I don't have to fuck you. We could use one of these." He opened the box to show Joe an array of sex toys of varying lengths and widths. Joe's eyes widened in surprise, and then horror, as he eyed some of the larger ones. He gingerly picked one up.
"How on earth…?" Graham giggled.
"Experience only." He said. "I suggest you start with a small one. Perhaps… three inches." He picked one out and handed it to Joe.
"What do they feel like?" he asked. "I've never used them."
"Never… Do they feel real?"
"Yeah… I guess they do the job." Graham grinned. Joe glanced nervously at him.
"So… how do you… I mean, do you…?" Joe sighed in exasperation.
"I loosen you up a bit first, with my tongue and fingers and plenty of lube, then we use this." said Graham.
"Ok." Said Joe slowly. "I think I could do that." Graham pulled a thick tube of KY from the box and set it on the bed beside the toy, before he slid the box beneath the bed. Joe lay down on his back, still looking apprehensive. Graham leant over and kissed him gently, before he drew back with a smile.
"Other side, love. It's easier." Joe paused, his eyes searching Graham's. He would be leaving himself completely open to Graham's ministrations. Finally, he rolled over. Smiling to himself, Graham leant over and kissed the back of Joe's neck gently. He began working his way down with a trail of kisses and licks. When he got to Joe's lower back, he brought his hands up and began trailing his fingers over Joe's backside. Joe was shivering beneath his fingers, most likely from nerves, but Graham also thought Joe was enjoying his work.
He dove in with his tongue, pushing in as deep as he could, making Joe cry out. He felt Joe squirm and twist beneath him and rested his arms over Joe's lower back, forcing him into the mattress. "You're not going anywhere." Graham growled. Joe yelped in response, as Graham's tongue delved deeper. Joe found himself automatically arching his back to let Graham in deeper.
He was almost used to the sensation, when he heard Graham open the tube of KY. He lay still as Graham drew back, but couldn't stop a shiver of dread running through his body. A moment later, Graham's tongue was back to its probing. Joe shivered as a cold finger joined his work, circling around him and dipping about a centimetre in before withdrawing. Graham gradually added more lube and began pushing deeper until his entire finger was inside Joe. Joe growled softly as Graham touched something deep inside him, making his body buck and his dick jump.
"What the fuck are you doing?" he gasped.
"Your prostate." Said Graham. "I touched your prostate."
"Do it again." Graham giggled, and rubbed his fingertip over Joe's prostate again. Joe growled and wriggled. Graham began lubing his second finger, and began slowly added that to Joe. Joe visibly relaxed himself as he felt the second finger. Graham worked slowly and patiently for a long while.
"I think I'm gonna cum." Joe groaned.
"Yeah." Graham smiled to himself and pinched the skin between Joe's balls. Joe yelled aloud, his body bucking. He rolled over and glared at Graham. "What're you doing?" He demanded.
"Stopping you cumming too early." Graham replied. He stroked a finger up Joe's dick. One of the babies began crying. Graham grinned. "I'll go. Don't jerk off." He left before Joe could protest.
Joe heard him wash his hands before going to feed Lou. He lay back against the pillows, his head swirling with what Graham had been doing to him. His dick was almost painfully hard. Without thinking, he began running his fingers lightly over his head, swirling precum over the head and first inch or so. He glanced over as Graham came back in. "I thought I told you not to jerk off!" He said severely.
"I wasn't." Said Joe innocently. "Just… keeping myself hard." Graham frowned at him severely, before his face melted into a smile.
"Well, we're going to have to come up with a fitting punishment." He flipped Joe onto his stomach again, and quickly lubed his fingers, before resuming his work. A few minutes later, he began thoroughly lubing the smallest toy, about three and a half inches long. Joe tensed slightly and grunted as Graham began slowly pushing in. "Spread your legs a bit." Joe obediently did so. Graham was able to work it deeper, easier. Soon, the toy was the entire way in and Graham was moving it firmly in and out. Joe was groaning with pleasure at Graham's work.
"Oh, fuck!" He gasped. "I'm gonna cum. Can I cum?"
"Yeah. Hang on." Graham pulled the toy out of Joe and rolled him over. He quickly forced two fingers inside of Joe and placing his mouth over Joe's length. Joe let out a soft growl as he came harder than he ever had before. His body shook and bucked beneath Graham for a good minute before he relaxed. Graham swallowed all that Joe emptied, before he sat back against the pillows with Joe. They were silent for a while, before Joe grinned.
"Alright." He said quietly. "You win."
"Win what?" Joe smiled at him.
"I'm gay." Graham grinned.
"You're a natural." Joe leant over and kissed him passionately.
"I thought… I thought I'd hate it. I really did. But I loved it… I love you." He looked deep into Graham's eyes and saw joy in them at those words.
"I love you too… I didn't think you'd fall that fast."
"Are you kidding? You're adorable." Joe smiled. "Besides, the fastest way to my heart is either through my stomach or my dick, and you rule both of them already." Graham stroked Joe's cheek gently, before he reached and took a brush from the nightstand. He quickly brushed his hair and pulled it into another, neater ponytail. Joe tugged it gently, a loving smile on his face. "So… Are you tired?" Graham grinned.
"Well, I thought… I kinda liked what you did… Thought we might do it again…" Joe shrugged.
"Well, I suppose we could." Graham grinned. "Pick one." Joe dicked his head on one side, before he leant over the edge of the bed and began searching through the box. Graham slid his eyes over Joe's back and behind, and rolled over to kiss Joe's shoulder blades. He found himself hard again in a second. He squeezed Joe's buttocks gently. Joe rolled over again and handed Graham another toy. Graham grinned.
"Adventurous, are we?" He eyed the six inch toy. Joe shrugged.
"I figured rule of three. Three inches, six inches, and you… about nine… at a push."
"Fuck off!" said Graham. Joe grinned mischievously. "It'll feel bigger when I'm in there."
"That's what I'm counting on." Joe's nose wrinkled with amusement. Graham kissed it gently.
"On your back, on your front, or on your knees?" He asked. Joe blinked.
"Back." Graham grabbed Joe's ankles and pulled him down the bed, so that he was flat on his back. Joe laughed. Graham pushed Joe's legs apart and bent them at the knees.
"You'll feel it more like this." He said. "So if it hurts, tell me and we can change position or use a smaller one." Joe nodded. Graham quickly lubed two fingers and thrust them deep inside Joe, who groaned. Graham lubed the toy thoroughly and began pushing it inside Joe. Joe squirmed slightly, mostly from pleasure, but pain soon came through. Graham kept pushing firmly but gently. Joe automatically lifted his hips slightly, and Graham found it easier to push in. Soon, the entire length was inside Joe. He let out a low growl of pleasure as Graham pulled it out slowly, and forcefully brushed his prostate. Graham began moving it faster, increasing Joe's pleasure. Joe's dick was leaking pre-cum over his belly, and jumping slightly every time Graham brushed his prostate.
"I'm gonna cum again." Joe gasped. He felt Graham's hand slid down between his legs. "Don't!" He yelped. "Let me cum, please!" Graham grinned.
"But we've still got stuff to do."
"Doesn't matter. I'll be hard again quickly." Graham grinned, and slid his hand over Joe's dick. He began jacking him off in time with his thrusts with the toy. Joe howled as he came again, his hips bucking beneath Graham's fist. He fell back against the pillows afterwards, panting. Graham slipped the toy out and leant over Joe, grinning. He kissed him gently, before he rolled off Joe and sat back against the pillows.
Joe looked over at him for a moment, recovering, before he rolled over and straddled Graham's hips. He leant over and kissed Graham passionately. His still hard dick rubbed against Graham's as he ground his hips slightly. Graham slid his arms around Joe, feeling the muscles in Joe's back. Graham felt a thrill of surprise as Joe's fist wrapped around his dick and jacked him slowly, spreading pre-cum down his shaft. Graham felt Joe settled back slightly and held himself still as Joe began to slowly lower himself onto Graham's length. Joe bit Graham's shoulder, rather hard, as the pain overwhelmed him. Joe hesitated, letting the pain pass, before he began again. Graham began to slowly push upwards as Joe pushed down. Joe moaned in pain as Graham's last inch slid inside him. He rested his forehead against Graham's, his eyes closed. Graham kissed him gently, directing his attention away from the pain. When Joe nodded slightly, Graham began to move his hips slowly, rotating his dick slowly within Joe.
In a fluid motion, he rolled Joe onto his back and followed him over. He pushed Joe's legs apart, and began thrusting slowly inside him. Graham kept up his slow enter and withdrawal movements, gently, until Joe's lust overcame the pain. "Oh, fuck." Joe moaned. "Oh Christ." Hearing Joe's new delight in his exclamations, Graham's movements changed from soft, regular thrusts to smooth, powerful ones. Graham's hands slid up over Joe's muscular back, pulling him closer.
Graham gently licked and kissed Joe's cheek and ear, whilst Joe groaned his pleasure as Graham slid in and out of him. Graham's lips moved down along Joe's shoulder and back up to his cheek again. He began rubbing up and down Joe's length as he moved inside him. He kept up his regular movements, staring Joe deep in the eyes all the while. Graham moved faster as their excitement increased, until he exploded inside of Joe. He moved until he was completely emptied, before he withdrew quickly. He took Joe in his mouth and jacked him off quickly. Joe came a moment later. Graham gave a few more caresses with his hand and tongue to empty Joe completely, and swallowed the lot.
He looked at Joe for a long moment, smiling, before he leant up and kissed Joe gently. Joe enjoyed tasting himself on Graham's mouth. Like everything else, it was new and exciting. Graham lay down next to Joe, not breaking lip-lock. He wrapped his arm around Joe's waist and pulled him in close. He stroked Joe's cheek as they kissed, running his fingers through Joe's soft hair. They kissed for a long while, tongues and hands caressing, hearts pounding. Finally, regretfully, Graham drew back. He thought Joe looked ashamed, but couldn't tell for sure.
"So, what do you think?" asked Graham. Joe smiled sleepily at him.
"It won't hurt so much next time." Graham sat up against the headboard. Joe wriggled down further under the duvet and closed his eyes. Graham sat for a long while watching Joe's chest rising and falling.
They were silent for a long while. After a few moments, Joe wrapped his arm around Graham's waist and drew him close. The gesture seemed automatic. Graham let Joe cuddle into his body, wrapping his own arms around Joe's torso. Joe's fingers were gently running through Graham's long black hair, pulling Graham's head closer into Joe's.
When Joe had fallen asleep again, Graham looked at him for a moment longer, before he gathered the rest of his clothes and left. He went down to make breakfast. Joe awoke about half an hour later. He dressed and went downstairs, to find Graham making coffee.
"Want some?" He asked. Joe nodded.
"Black, no sugar." He said. One of the girls started crying upstairs. Joe left to go and feed her. Holly and Louise were both crying when he got there. He gave them their bottles, holding one in the crook of each arm. After a few moments, Graham came up to join him. Beth was fussing in her crib, so Graham took her and gave her a bottle. She gurgled happily whilst she sucked.
Just as they were settling into a routine of feeding, changing and bathing, the phone rang.
"I'll go." Graham put Beth back and went to answer the phone. He came back a few moments later. "That was your boss." He said. "He wants you to go into work. Something about a double homicide that's just discovered." Joe sighed, put the kids back in their cribs and went to get changed. He went down to the study to collect his open case files and took them out to the car.
"My number's on the side in the kitchen." He told Graham. "Help yourself to anything in the kitchen."
"And your hourly rates are...?" Inquired Graham, grinning.
"Sorry," said Joe. "I'm used to babysitters at the moment." Graham smiled.
"See you later." Joe paused for a second, before he leant in and gently kissed Graham. He shut the kitchen door behind himself, leaving Graham alone in the kitchen, grinning to himself.