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"My mother had always thought I was a trouble child. I think she was the cause, I was the effect."

Seth Gray has had a terrible childhood and his life just doesn't seem to get any better. He's experienced rape,death of his loved ones,sorrow, lots of pain, and much more. So how does he keep living? Company of course.
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Submitted:May 7, 2013    Reads: 280    Comments: 3    Likes: 0   



CHAPTER TWELVE

(Note: I changed some slight things in the ending of the last chapter so if you're confused you may want to go back and check that)

Seth looked down on me as I shook from fear, and I guess a little bit of excitement. His hands rested on either side of my head and his knees pressed against the side of my hips. He bent his head down and whispered words that to this day, I really can't remember those words. All I know is that they made me shiver more.

He had nipped my ear as he searched my body once more with his hands. I began to debate whether or not I should stop him but I knew that I couldn't even if I had wanted to. My hands rested gently on his chest and tried pushing against him lightly at first and then pushed him much harder, making him sit back on his knees.

I sat up and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. You're probably wondering why I would do this if I was scared and had just been telling him to stop. Well, it was because I knew that he needed it, I wanted, no, I needed it.

Seth seemed to take the opportunity and placed a hand on my cheek, pulling my lips to his own. I opened up willingly and he spent no time in exploring my mouth with his sweet tongue. He pulled away relatively quickly, leaving me wanting more of him. His tongue was replaced by three of his fingers from his right hand. I knew all too well why he did this but I took them anyways, running my tongue all over them.

He pulled them out after a moment or so and then replaced his tongue once more. I felt a finger press into me and I let out a moan as well as a couple of tears. Then there were two, stretching me even more. I unlocked my hands from the back of his neck and began to weave my fingers into his hair, which had appeared to grown longer in length than normal.

Soon all three pressed into me, thrusting in and out. I broke the kiss, moaning loudly and pressing my head to his shoulder. I then felt them leave me and I knew what was coming. He removed his own boxers and although he must have known that I was ready, he still hesitated.

"Put..... Put it in." I whispered once I had raised my head. My hands now rested on his back, not wanting to pull his hair like I already had. He gripped either side of my waist, keeping me in place, and thrust up into me.

Considering I was not expecting him to go that fast I let out a strangled cry, my fingers gripped his back. He whispered more words that I could not hear over my cry. I believe it was somewhere along the lines of being sorry.

After that first time he was slow and gentle, making sure to cause as little pain and as much pleasure as possible. Moan after moan left my mouth, leading me closer to my climax. Every press of the sensitive spot pulled me closer and closer.

My foster dad had taught me many things within the time I had been with him. The main one was that I shouldn't cum until my master came as well. My breath caught and I felt that I was about to go against the one very thing. I quickly moved one of Seth's hands to my member and squeezed it tightly around it. I let out a stifled cry and Seth looked at me as if I was crazy, I guess I was.

He pulled his hand away and stopped everything completely; pulling out of me. I shook as sobs flooded from me. He gently wiped away my tears and wrapped his other arm protectively around me.

"Hyde, why are you acting like this? I thought it was strange, you seemed to change completely. What's wrong?" Seth asked in a soothing voice. Words came out in a jumbled mess and I had to repeat myself multiple times before he could understand. He sighed and then I felt him squeeze me tightly.

"Hyde, I'm not like your dad. I don't want you to do all this master and slave stuff. I want us to be completely equal. I may tease you and I may do stuff to a certain point but I will never do anything to hurt you; I will stop if you want me to stop." He whispered into my ear and I shook once more with tears welling up in my eyes.

"But Seth, he said that-" I was cut off by a finger against my lips. He looked at me with serious eyes but I still was going to speak. Well I was going to speak but his words prevented me from doing so.

"The things that he says and have said are not what you should really do. The things he has told you seem to be what he wants you to believe are necessary. He is leading you on so that he will get what he wants. Don't let him get away with it Hyde. You're stronger and better than that." He said. The eyes which captured my own were full of sympathy.

"I think you should rest now, it seems like you've gone through too much." He whispered and began to pull away from me. I began to freak out as he stood up to walk away. I sat up and grabbed his wrist, unsure of what led me to do so. He turned towards me looking at me once again with those sympathy filled eyes.

"Please, don't leave me." I muttered as I looked away, the embarrassment once again returning. I felt a hand ruffle through my hair and I looked up. He stood there smiling down at me and sat on the bed next to me. I released his wrist and as I did so he tightly hugged me.

"I won't leave you." He whispered as he gently pulled me down onto the bed. He pulled the sheets up over the both of us and he kissed my forehead. He wrapped his arms around me, holding me close to him. I let out a soft sigh and snuggled as close as I could to him. His chin rested ontop of my head and we slowly drifted off into sleep.

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Hyde's breath became steady and I knew that he had fallen asleep. I sighed and played with his hair, twisting it slightly and gently pulling at it. I made sure that I wouldn't wake the angel which lay before me. His warm breath hit my chest and then spread out, sending the sweet scent of him into my nose.

I watched the peaceful angel lay next to me, the monster. No, I guess I wasn't the monster yet. The only monster for him at that time was his dad. At the thought of his foster father my blood boiled. I couldn't believe that someone would do that to a poor, innocent guy like Hyde. It made me want to weep for him.

I wished nothing more than to let him know that it would be ok. I wanted nothing more than to tell him, and convince him, that I would always be there for him and that I wouldn't let any harm come to him. Of course, that is obviously false with where I now stand. If I could have known what would happen to us, I would have rather not have met him. If I hadn't met him we wouldn't be where we are now...

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At some time I had dozed off, the thoughts of Hyde's condition taking up all my thoughts. He still lay asleep next to me, which was to be expected since the sun still hadn't risen. My phone sat on the floor in my jeans and it was making the most annoying noise. It really made me wonder why I had made that my ringtone.

I looked at Hyde and then risked the chance of waking him up. I carefully removed my arms from around him and inched away from him. I made a grab for my phone, trying to cover the speaker so that it wouldn't wake Hyde up in the process. I hit the button to answer the call and put it up to my ear.

"Hello?" I whispered, trying to be as quiet as I could.

"Hey, I'm sorry I'm calling you so late but I need to talk to you. They're releasing me tomorrow, they said it would be later on today but they need to do more testing. I really need to talk to you alone and was wondering if maybe you could meet me outside of the hospital at six tomorrow afternoon." Chase's voice full of pain asked. I instantly agreed, knowing that there was no possible way I could say no. I heard a sigh of relief escape from him and then he whispered bye and a sorry for waking me up so early. I just said it's ok and bye and then the call was over.

I looked to Hyde who still looked perfectly calm. I dropped the phone back onto my jeans and then pulled Hyde back towards me, not caring if I woke him now or not. I didn't wake him though which made me a little happier than I already was. Chase and I hadn't talked alone in forever and it made me feel happy again. It made me feel like he still cared. I guess I really shouldn't have been happy because all it did was cause conflict.

A/N: Ok so this was pretty close to my normal length. It took a little longer because I wasn't sure how I wanted to write it. I knew I wanted for the whole call from Chase thing to happen at the end but I wasn't sure how to lead up to it. I hope you liked this chapter too ^ ^ Also I would appreciate if you check out my other story "Red and White Blood" It would really make me happy(You don't have to though xP). I'll hopefully have the next chapter up soon. Thanks for reading :D I want it to be known that I no longer really go back and edit. I leave that to any of my friends who read it. If you want to point something out that would be soooo helpful. I used to edit but my chapters got to the point where I can't really do that anymore....





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