I was aware I was being moved but I felt too tired to stay awake any longer. I felt the soft tug of my shirt, I squirmed I didn’t want to wake up. I wanted to stay in limbo. I didn’t want to face her again, knowing she knew what I was thinking still kept me on edge.
There it goes again, the feeling that someone was carrying me, I could feel her soft penetrable hands caressing my neck, while the other held me close, like a mother to a child. Senses started coming back to me and I could feel as if I was floating in mid- Air. Apparently I was, because when I looked down, all I could see was the city below me, sparkling lights blinding me, as we flew higher and higher into the sky.
“Where are we?” I felt Nauseated. I need to breathe. “Oh Honey I didn’t think you would wake up yet.” I feel like retching. I need to stop. Right now. “Where are we, put me down.” Oh god what is happening? “Oh honey I can’t, we are too far away. But honey just go back to sleep, we have just another hour or so until we reach my home. Shh it’s okay” she tenderly rubbed the back of my neck, in wide circles. And then blackness again surrounded me. I need a Vacation.
Suddenly a bright light woke me up. I felt better now less nauseated. But I was pretty sure that I was dreaming it felt like I had slept for ages. A silent knock at the door made me take in my surroundings. I turned and saw the beautiful vibrant colours of gold and white. The furniture looked really antique but made the place standout. The bed I was now laying in felt oddly familiar, as if I had been here before. It wasn’t just the bed that made me think, it was the feel of joy, Happiness and the splendid Aura of where I was.
“Welcome Home Honey, I Sincerely Hope the flight over wasn’t too bad. As I had the impression you had Aroused from your dreamless sleep a few times.” what the how can I be home when I live in Australia the lovely Country I call home. “Who… Who…. What … Where am I …..” I stuttered I couldn’t finish the sentence. I was shocked to see the resemblance between us. “Oh honey you don’t remember me. I’m your mum… well not physically but spiritually I am, my name is Jasmine, and I helped create you.”
“But how can u be my mum, when... when… you don’t look old enough to e my mum. “
“Oh Sweet Honey Suckling, I know it may not look like what it is but trust me. I love you just the way you are and besides, your turning 18 today, and we want to celebrate your birthday accordingly. So time to rise and shine and get ready, your clothes await you in the closet, the one in the white garment bag is the one I chose for you to wear today to your party. The one in the black bag was jades gift to you, although she did tell me not to wear it until later tonight when the Official party is over. Okay honey. I’ll leave you to rest, jade will come and get you when it is time, she may even help you get ready if you don’t already know who she is and what she is to you” and she walked out laughing the same freakish laugh but a tone a higher. What is with this place……. And I went back to bed thinking everything will go back.