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Silent Fear...

Poetry By: Chiqui
Gay and lesbian

Tags: Fears

fears are never easy to deal with, we just hope for the sign....

dedicated to: The Woman I will always love forever with all of me

Submitted:Feb 18, 2009    Reads: 162    Comments: 4    Likes: 5   

Silent fear
by Chiqui

In the dark of night when all is still
Thoughts of you my mind do fill
I read your poems so sad and blue
Is it what I am thinking really true
Inside me aching, breaking with fear
Tattered and torn, a running tear
What are you trying to say
Is it that I am just in your way
If only you knew what I'm going through
What makes me sad, what makes me blue
The stones are cast so hard and sore
Never been hit like this before
Can you understand what I feel
It is with torrents of heartache I deal
My love is only and always for you
Know my intentions are honest and true
I promised you I would wait forever
Even if it took until never
Thoughts of you always are
Whether you are near or even so far
I my heart you always live
And all my love to you I give
I stepped aside to give you space
To see again a smile upon your face
But so it seems nothing I do is right
With fear I will go through this night
Cant' take this beating anymore
The pain and fear is so very sore
Once more I want to say I Love You so
Believe me more than you will ever know
Remember it is me who is doing the waiting
And I have no need for contemplating
I cannot live with this silent fear
And need to know....

do you still really want me near!



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