Stone smiling, accurate, cold, a frozen image you want on my face - a frozen emotion you want real
Maybe if I keep it there long enough you will have the belief it is
As others idle in your idiotic beliefs I'm left here to deal
Except for one other - her smile is real
One whos shit matches mine and for a moment I feel.. normal
Then you come back around and try to turn my brain to stone
Because me being normal means you being alone - and you can't have that
So with the stone of my face and the weight on my heart
My brain yelling "Run" and my feet not able to start
I need to leave normal and get away from her
I need to be the stone model they want because I know she's not ready for me
I'm not ready for me.
So we sit across from eachother, my stone smiles at her and my tears falling because that's all I can give.