Hunting Ratification

What’s matter the most is my religion

Next is my parent’s reaction on my revelation

They’re not cool with it

In our society it’s not easy to admit

Being the firstborn and the most peculiar

I am the center of perception

In a Gossiper’s eyes I’m familiar

Every time it’s my mother is my companion

I pitied myself when I was a teenager

I hate to look at myself in the mirror

I’d planned to end my life thinking it’s for the better

But thinking about the outcome it gives me terror

My family needs me like the oxygen

I am their only hope to help make a living

I fulfill their wish and my siblings dream

I forgot to live my life and love again

I asked a favor to God Jesus

I want to be a good human being

I will love myself, especially my appearance

Then Jesus graces keeps on flowing

Whenever I talked to Him

Each time I need help and when I dream

Unexpectedly it will come to life

And I can’t believe I had won when I battle strife

I am “Joan” but will you please call me,  Wu Lang.

I am human and I’m proud to be a Lesbian.