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Booksie Address: http://www.booksie.com/hatemydarknature
Country: South Africa
Favorite book: sleeping beauty trilogy
Member Since: Aug 21, 2011

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The utterly useless musings of an 18 year old fool.

by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 9, 2013
It's all sentimental nonsense... Or maybe I'm just...
Tags:future, child, world, school, children, apocalypse, truth, fool, muse, lie, inspire

Days of Demise

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Jun 26, 2012
A poem I wrote after my beak up...

errant thought

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 19, 2012
Just an errant thought during my math class.....

A note for Daddy

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 13, 2012
A poem I wrote for my dad that I'll never show him

turn it up loud

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
the reason behind the volume...
Tags:hurt, insane, music, bad, screams, loud, roar

Lyrics... or not

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
lyrics that reverberate through my mind...
Tags:love, hurt, hate, animal, scars, numb, instinct, cuts

Walk to oblivion.

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
a short poem about how I view anorexia...
Tags:frail, anorexia, thin, skinny, bones, skeletons

Darkened hearts

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
i was mad at someone and the words just came pouring out.

lover's bane

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
reflecting back years later

clinging mist

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
when there is a fog....

Molevolent Rage Tonight

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
a storm, weather in the mind, the soul or the world...

The Fallen in Our Footsteps

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
the ones who walk among us
Tags:angels, help, fallen, hinder

In my Shadow World

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
the shadow world in my head...
Tags:fear, silence, shadows, consumes

hatemydarknature

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 19, 2011
a little truth of who i am...

darknight

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 19, 2011
dark hides

can do nothing

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 18, 2011
it is the cold...

what they cannot see

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 18, 2011
contrary thoughts...
Tags:loneliness, dark, light, hearts, voices

flickerings

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 18, 2011
flickering flames...
Tags:fire, free, dance, flames, burnig

his tears

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 19, 2011
star-crossed love
Tags:love, loss, whispers, wind, ocean

what i wish i had

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 19, 2011
words i wish were true
Tags:love, dark, wish, hope, shadows

deaths in my head

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 11, 2011
a peek into my dreams...
Tags:death, war, dreams, screams

Writing Portfolio

The utterly useless musings of an 18 year old fool.

by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 9, 2013
It's all sentimental nonsense... Or maybe I'm just...

Days of Demise

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Jun 26, 2012
A poem I wrote after my beak up...

errant thought

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 19, 2012
Just an errant thought during my math class.....

A note for Daddy

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 13, 2012
A poem I wrote for my dad that I'll never show him

turn it up loud

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
the reason behind the volume...

Lyrics... or not

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
lyrics that reverberate through my mind...

Walk to oblivion.

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
a short poem about how I view anorexia...

Darkened hearts

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
i was mad at someone and the words just came pouring out.

lover's bane

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 12, 2012
reflecting back years later

clinging mist

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
when there is a fog....

Molevolent Rage Tonight

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
a storm, weather in the mind, the soul or the world...

The Fallen in Our Footsteps

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
the ones who walk among us

In my Shadow World

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Feb 7, 2012
the shadow world in my head...

hatemydarknature

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 19, 2011
a little truth of who i am...

darknight

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 19, 2011
dark hides

can do nothing

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 18, 2011
it is the cold...

what they cannot see

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 18, 2011
contrary thoughts...

flickerings

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Nov 18, 2011
flickering flames...

his tears

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 19, 2011
star-crossed love

sleep dear little ones

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 19, 2011
sleep

what i wish i had

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 19, 2011
words i wish were true

deaths in my head

Poem by hatemydarknature
Posted: Sep 11, 2011
a peek into my dreams...



People always ask me where I get my words,
my lyrics,
my poems from.
I tell them it takes a lot of focus and that a single page could take days to write.

It is one of my many lies.

I have pages, books, a bookshelf full in fact. Each page, each book, filled with scrawls.

My scrawls.
My words.
My lyrics.
My soul.

I write what I feel.
Nothing but what I feel.
I let my anger, my sorrow, my hate all flow from my head through my heart, to my hand and onto the pages.

I used to try so hard.
I'd always wanted to be an author but I tried so hard that every word,
every sentence,
would dig the story's grave.

Pages I wrote of happy girls and magical love.

I tried too hard.
Each one would end up torn from my book.

Then I gave up.

It is impossible to write a story of happiness when you yourself are in the cold,
spindley
web of depression.

My lyrics are all I have now,
my "music" is my only comfort.

 

 

 

 

Please check out my poems and please comment

thank you

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