the glorious world of fakers

So how many of you reading this have entercounter one of these? I'm going to bet everyone of you. these are the people that seem to love to make the gay community's lives a living hell, purely for their own amusement. these are the people that break up relationships because they are jealous that they don't have the same thing, or maybe just because they can. they go around wrecking peoples lives, talking meaningless loads of crap to them trying to get a rise out of them, kissing women or men and thinking that gives them instant proof of being apart of our community. what i don't get it why they would want to pretend to be a group of people that gets tormented constantly. we don't live an easy life, coming out is hard, staying out is hard, being yourself is hard, dealing with family and a society that doesnt accept it is hard, being gay,lesbian, bi ,trans, and even questioning that you are all extremely hard. and i dont think people realize just how hard it really is. do we choose to be cast aside by friends who once cared about us just because we let them see who we truly are? no do we choose to have people constantly tell us we are damned to hell? no we dont ask for the stones that are being thrown at us, they say that being as we are is a choice no. i strongly believe that you can neither control nor chose your sexuality it is apart of who you are. these people who amke fun of us by pretending to be one of us are just idiotic, we can see them we can point them out they are obvious. and the fact that they weasel their way in and actually hurt some of us by making us fall for them and crushing our hearts when they come clean makes me wat to scream. i have wanted some of friends throw years away trying to change people like that believeing that they can actually make them return the feelings that they have given them. but it is so hard to fall for someone who is straight i have had a striaght girl crush once a upon at time yes, but it wasnt like i feel in love with her. but i have watched people fall and get crushed by that very thing, i have watched a friend throw 2 years away for a girl who played the part so well that she almost costed my friend her life. i have tried and tried to get that friend to listen to me whe i told her it wasnt going anywhere that this girl is using her and watched as she so blinded by love kept going not taking the warning, and soon became so depressed she was actually planning on taking her own life all for a girl that never cared to begin with. i dont understand how someone could be so heartless, i couldnt do it i have too much of a heart it is not in me i couldnt even watch my ex who did me the most wrong in the world cry. and yet we have people who can do such things without a regret without a worry and without guilt. that sickens me just about as much as serial killers do. fakers why be fake? isnt your life passing you by? by spending so much time worried about ruining other people arent passing up your chance for love? are you proud of the misery you bring about to others? does it make you smile to see others tears? does it make you happy to know that sooner o later you will be alone? does it make you cheer to know that eventually the people you are tormenting will grow to hate you and may even extract revenge? and lastly it is your life's mission to make sure that people who are geniuely being themselves and loving who they are miserable at all costs? i will tell you it will not effect me i will kee on living keep on smiling keep on loving and keep on being my lesbian self!