The same story with the same ending,,,

But all has not ended yet - is my second name Troubles'ssssssss!!! Becoz it seems to follow me where ever I go-now I thought the time when such things could happen were past? I thot Now was the time for me To finally un-wind, since Things have been going Slightly better than be- Fore, when once again The same circumstances Arouse themselves all Over again,then & there The conflict began,when that source of evil came into place again,all to imply failure on us once & again,,, Sometimes I fell as tho I'm being weighed down By a ton of bricks,,, I don't understand I can be okay for a month or so,mixing& mingling with Society,until that period of isolation befalls me again, now I'm isolated Again,becoz I daren't let Or want anyone to see me in this sad state,,, I do when I can and don't when I don't,in sometimes being deliberately un-considerate , of some others,because it's goton And got to the stage, Where sometimes the more considerate you are towards some people, you always end up being over considerate , and are therefor walked upon,all in the name of, Consideration,,, Sometimes I can restrain Myself from argumentive , slag ofs & bust-ups, Then sometimes I loose my rag and give as good as I get and other times I can't see beyond red & Go totally berserk like the raging bull that I am in my horoscope,but really I'd prefer to walk away with dignity in a non-correspondence manner..., Ina mcfarmers .