But all has not ended yet, is my second name Trouble'sssssssssssssss Because it seems to follow me every where I go . * I thot the time when such things could happen were past * I thot now was the time for me to finally un-wind since things have been going slightly better than before, ( to soon a thot ) When once again that evil source of circumstances aroused themselfs all over again, * been flung about like a rag doll from door to door was something I never apprehended , * but I'm such of a kind I will fight to my death if I have to, ( easier said than done ) as for each kick I managed to get in I'd get the same all over again, I could at that point sat myself in the foetal position in the corner of all four walls, but just like the raging bull that I am in my horoscope once I loose my rag I can't see beyond- RED. * and I was only up against a LEO , who most of us know if your a believer in horoscopes are only but the king of the jungle , with the only difference being we weren't in the jungle , this was taking place in my home-a place I should have felt safe, but who would think you'd need to be safe around a family member, where I was merely seven and a half stone up against a gladiator ( that's the truth ) I was the light weight and he was the heavy weight, why? Are men so strong ? Oh yea I think that's the way it's meant to be but not to the extent where some use their strength on women , he had a mum to how could he possibly do this to another mother a mother that had given him his first love and joy , but if that's how agitated he felt due to his own circumstances I'm glad I was the one better Me than her I'm lucky no bones were broken , but boy did the after pain hurt it felt as tho every bone in my body was broke but the bruises amounted most of my limbs . *** this story should be buried and dead it's something I d never dwell on it and luckily for the one who did becoz iv kept it to myself for a number of years never to be brought out in the open for any one to know, how shamefully he would feel if I were to name and tell but iv forgiven him now I had no choice I suppose to the predict ament it would have left behind would have complimented things for sure , oh well I suppose that's the thing that counts more becoz if I let my stubbornness lie in the way , which I would if I had my way I'm a taurus remember. *** you can forgive but you can never forget.