Welcome Visitor: Login to the siteJoin the site

Power Is A Burden

Novel By: EmoGothVampGurl

Ametrista was a lost girl. She couldn't find herself. he thought herself as a bad person who took others for granted. So she finds friends who accept her, but they make her feel welcome. Others make her feel not welcome and alone. So life for her becomes a living hell.

People begin to die around her like dropping flies. She feels like she's worthless and is just death in a bottle. Will Ametrista be able to get through and pull herself out of this rut and be able to survive? Or will everyone die and she be held responsible for it? View table of contents...


1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12

Submitted:Jul 27, 2011    Reads: 64    Comments: 2    Likes: 0   

Chapter 4

We got to a store that was right outside of town. It was so small and didn't seem very popular. Once we got inside the man at the counter smiled at Kasmina and directed us to a door that lead us downstairs. It was crazy down those stairs. There was an entire feaking mall down here! Once the door closed behind us most people looked at me. They were smiling and glaring like I was their next meal. I looked at Kashmina and she reassured me that I was going to be fine. She looped her arm through mine and we roamed the hall until we walked into a store that was very beautiful. Everything was just shown and in some places there were poles with real women flaunting the clothes. Like a stripper practically selling bras and other things.

"Hey, how's it been Kashmina?," a woman approached us and she kissed Kashmina smack on the lips.

"Good," she answered.

"who's this sexy young lady?," she asked.

"Kelly this is Ametrista," Kashmina introduced us.

"You smell devine," she shook my hand, "You look pretty hot, would yo being willing to doa favor for me?,"

"What type of favor?," I asked.

"Well it seems the human that used to dance in the glass window for my store is out of country could you fill in today?," she asked me.

"Uhhh, sure why not?," I smiled.

"Thanks, come back around 7:30 when the sun is gone, then this place is really full," she waved us good-bye until later.

We shopped for hours and we stopped at a food court. Kashmina had bought some type of red smoothie. Oh. My bad. Not a regular smoothie. She looked at me and could tell I was hungry. She ordered me a giant jello cup. I ate it quickly, but wasn't able to finish it. By the time it was 7:30 we were already heading back to the store. It was called Alluring Styles and was just so astounding. When we got to the counter Kelly had appeared and was looking excited to see me.

"You actually cam back," she smiled.

"Yeah, I said I would," I laughed.

"Well let's get you dressed," she took my hand and I put on a very dark pink nitghtie dress.

It was pretty and she took my hand and guided me to a different room. It was very different from the store. I thought I was just going to pose in the window. She put my up with my own poles. a regular pole and a horizontal one that could be used for pull-ups. She whispered in my ear telling me to put on a mask. I did and looked around the strip club. I was scared when she left me and Kashmina was no where to be seen. I looked around and just finally let go. I danced to the music and twirled around the pole and saw people began to swarm around me. When I looked down at one man he looked familiar and so I kneeled and lifted his chin to my masked face. I coudn't see his face due to his mask and the dark lights. I couldn't tell if he was impressed or simply annyoed. I stood back up and twirled around the pole. Luckily I was wearing silk shorts and so as if the roof was the floor and I hung upside down. I heard a few whistles.

When it got quiet I got down and roamed the room. I saw that original man that I had tried to make an impression on. No I wasn't a slut or whore. I was just a simple entertainer right now. When I went to go change the original man followed me and pushed me against a wall.

"Sorry, but, uh, I have to go," I blurted lucky I still had my mask on.

"Sorry Ame, but you're mine for the moment," the man ripped his mask off and it was Shane.

He pulled off the shorts that I was wearing and had pushed the make-up table clean. I was forced to lean over it and I couldn't understand why he was doing this. He rammed himself in me making me scream. He wanted to actually rape me!

"You little fucking slut-whore!," he kept yelling at me as he fucked me.

When he was done he left me on the ground crumpled and feeling like what he was calling me. Alex hadn't raped me. Though he did make me angry. But now I was lying crying. I felt like trash and just felt horrid. I heard someone walk in and looked up to see Alex.

"W-What happened?," he kneeled beside me.

"I was j-just having a good time w-when Shane came and raped me," I answered and through my arms around him.

I sobbed into him and once my sobbing subsided I got dressed and Kashmina met us out front of Alluring Styles. She looked at me and asked and asked what had happened. I told her and we drove off in silence. Alex had gotten in the back seat since Kashmina had packed the front seat wih dozens of bags. I laughed, but soon had fallen asleep. I woke up in the car alone and in front of my house. I pulled a blanket over my shoulders and walked inside. My mother smiled when she saw me and gave me a kiss before she went upstairs. I found her birth control pills and took one along with a pain pill. I took a shower and the fell asleep in my bed in some sweats. Some fucked up shit was happening to me. It made try to think, but I couldn't think much since I was so tired.


| Email this story Email this Novel | Add to reading list


About | News | Contact | Your Account | TheNextBigWriter | Self Publishing | Advertise

© 2013 TheNextBigWriter, LLC. All Rights Reserved. Terms under which this service is provided to you. Privacy Policy.