My dearest friend. What I am about to tell you is so weird and so dark.. If you were a human, you wouldn't believe me. And I am very glad you aren't.
I feel like I have now faced something that I am not able to win.
It is not like a test that I have to first stress and then pass. It is not like time in jail where I will wait until it is over.
Maybe I don't know how I feel. It is taking over my life. One piece after another. One moment, then another.
I am so glad I have you. I know you can't tell anyone my secrets. I trust in you. Not like in the way a human trusts another. More like in a way human trusts something greater than himself.
Oh, how long I have wanted to tell someone.
Now, when the moment is here, I don't know how to begin. Maybe I should tell you something about the girl I am now.
My name is Nina. I am 16 years old at the moment. This you probably knew.
In others' eyes I am just another normal teen. Or maybe not.
However, let me tell you. I am NOT. No matter how much I would like to be.
I do not have many friends. Maybe because many people think I am weird or so.. Like I said, many people judge me without ever meeting me, actually.
My life is not so weird, if you are not me.
I have a family of some sort. I live with my mom. There's just the two of us. She is often at work. She works so hard that I sometimes feel like it is wrong she has to take care of me.
For most of the time I am alone at home.
I have a cat. I named it Boo because she looks like a tiny ghost. She is completely white.
So, this is how my life looks like in other's eyes. But, believe me.
My name is Nina and I have been followed by a demon for a long long time.