I am the kid in your school
You dont pay attention to me, how fucking cruel
I eat all by myself
When i crack you better save yourself
I take the gun and shove it into your mouth
Through gasping breaths you say "Why me?"
I look and smile and say "You ignored me."
Through watery eyes you say "Please."
I smile and say get on your knees.
As you get down, the smile fades
I pull the trigger and laugh at your dismay
Your body goes flailing
And hits the wall
Blood drenched barrel
I lift it up,
Looking at the bloody guts
I pull up a chair and sit down on it
Tears falling down my eyes
I put the barrel between my eyes
Cocking the gun and breathing deep
I pull the trigger and take a leap
The next time you see me in the hall
Come over and smile
Lets have a ball
For who knows,
When I crack
I might look at you and turn my back.