I am a young child
I don't have my feelings
You took them away from me.
I have to do things I do not understand
I can no longer lift my hand,
To open the door.
I am a teenager
I can feel my bones beneath my spine
I can no longer lift my body,
I can no longer take what is mine.
You have taken it all away from me
You stole them from me, I can't get them back
My memorys from my mind.
I am a young adult
I cannot lift my head, or eyes
I don't have half the bones I used to
I no longer have a grip
I cannot hold my own hand,
to show I am not alone,
I am lay in this room
dredding you coming back to me.
I have grown up
All I have is the strength to blink
I can only move my eyes to see,
the one place I have been for my whole life.
I don't have my thoughts anymore
I am just one more move away from,
What should of happened before
I do not have the energy,
I cannot even speak
Cannot even blink
Cannot even move
Cannot even think...
I only have the fear of the door,
opening once more.