Madness taking over me

Its dark 
So dark
I think 
I may be blind
Its cold 
So cold
A feeling that's
Ceased time
                                           Am I slipping away?
The world is ending
So the game begins
I will make it to the top
I will be the one to win
                                              ..........................
Yes this is joy 
Everything and everyone
Are my toys
But I cant help but regret
                                            Im not the only one left....
The red fluid flows
Like rivers and streams
Yes The world is ending
yes, the game has begun
                                           No, I don't want this...please...stop
no, this is not sadism
This is unrelenting joy
but an annoying voice in 
the back of my head asks me
                                                Ive slipped, haven't I ?...
I now stand above
High and alone
a bloody pile of bodies
Serves as my throne
Shining eyes
I smile
Filled with unrelenting glee
I'm sure now
Yes absolutely sure
                                                 The madness has taken over me